It was a nice day. Finn and Noah were in Finn's pool. It was a very nice summer and Finn's mom was just amazing. She would bring them drinks and ice cream.
"Hey Noah, wanna play truth or dare" Finn said with some kind of a mischievous look.
"Yeah sure, you wanna start?"
"Okay, truth or dare"
"Dare of course. I'm not a pussy."
Finn's plan was working. Noah always said dare when they played this game. It was like he was scared people thought he was 'a pussy'.
"Mmhhhh..... let's see. I dare you... to call Sophie and tell her you like her."
"Dude come on. She is always on the phone with Mia and than before I know, the whole class knows." Noah said, but he didn't actually mind.
"Fine I'll call her." He said before Finn could say anything else. "Hey Sophie! How are you? ... Oh that's great. ... Uh yes, there is a reason I called. I, uhm, kinda want to tell you something. For the last few weeks, I uh, I kind of have had a crush on you. .... Wait really?"
A very curious look from Finn.
"Well maybe we can go to the movies sometime? ... Uh yeah I think I'm free next friday. ... Okay, see you then. Bye Sophie"
"What the hell happened there, mate? Are you actually going on a date with her. You don't even like her. That's just mean." Finn said
"Well, I do like her. A lot. So thanks man. This kind of was the last push i needed. What?"
Finn didn't look too happy.
"Well it's just that.. you know what, nevermind."
"Uh okay. Truth or dare?"
silence
"Finn?"
"Oh shit sorry hahah. Didn't hear you." Finn said a bit too nervously. " uh truth I guess"
"Oh great I have a good one" "You are just gonna ask me who my crush is right?" " Well, yes"
"I don't know okay. I don't get how people feel like that about other people." This was true. Finn had never liked any girl like that. Noah would always talk and talk about his crushes, that changed every two weeks by the way. He just doesn't get it. He would never kiss a girl. That's just akward. Noah always makes him go clubbing with him. For some reason Noah always makes out with at least 5 girls.
"Come on man, There must be someone you think is smokin' hot."
"Who?"
"How about Mia? She's cute right? maybe we could go on a dubble date?"
"Mia? Are we talking about the same Mia?" This is always where Finn loses track. Why would he want to date a girl just because she's cute. he doesn't even know Mia.
"ugh. Okay fine. What about Anna? I mean she isn't Gigi Hadid, but it's not like she's ugly."
"Can we just talk about something else. It's hopeless. I'll probably never get feelings for anyone." This could not be anymore untrue. Finn knew that very well. He knew that he wasn't aromantic or something (He had looked it up multiple times and is pretty sure) he just has never liked anyone. No big deal right?
Well, maybe it is a big deal. Who has never had a crush in their intire life. When they're 17.
Maybe I'm broken or something. Finn thinks to himself. He can't be sure. He never is. About anything.
The only things he knows are:
- Noah is his best friend ever and eventually will understand it.
-He is never ever going on a dubble date with Noah. Because, let's be honest, Noah knows way too much stuff about Finn's life.
- He is definitly not jealous of Noah. Not a chance. Not in a million years. I mean who would want to spend evenings with girls. Who like you. As in like like. well maybe a little bit. But it could never be more than maybe one percent.Nevermind.
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The secret ( it's a shit name I know lol)
Fanfictionbased on two low-key homophobic best friends in my class who would make a great and very cute couple.