fight me

"Father? 🙁"

Another short chapter 👹

Warnings:
Mentions domestic abuse, suicide and body-shaming

song—sleepwalking, bring me to the horizon

I was only eight years old...

I saw Father beating up Mommy again.

Mommy cried to stop but Father won't stop hitting her, I was too scared to stop Father but I saw this since I was five! I should be used to this...why can't I be brave enough to save Mommy from Father.

I still can't get used to Father yelling at Mommy and calling me an accident when I was six...I remember every single word of the argument. And when I learned the words Father called Mommy and me...I was really sad. I thought Daddy loved me...

"You useless bitch! I wanted a strong healthy son, yet you failed to give me one and gave me a frail skinny weakling! An accident!"

"Don't say that about Yoongi... h-he's our son, our treasure! Do you remember how we called him that when I was pregnant! And he's not an accident, we planned his birth! S-Stop saying lies for your image!"

What does the word accident and bitch mean? What's wrong with being skinny...being skinny doesn't mean I'm unhealthy...I can walk, lift a whole bowl of rice all by myself! Even hold the butler's heavy basketball he brought to work to play with me...help the maids with holding folded clothes to my clothes box! Why does Father hate me for being skinny?

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song—before i close my eyes, xxxtentacion

A mom's soft lulling, and harmonic voice ringed in the ears of the young twelve year old boy playing with a basketball in the main hall of the mansion. A gift from the Butler.

"Yoongi, Mommy wants to show you something."
She said with a affectionate smile adorning her soft features, like her deep brown umber eyes and soft and plump pink plum lips.

Yoongi's eyes beamed with exitment!

'Mommy got something cool to show me! Mommy got something cool to show me!'

He gently placed the ball back into his little toy basket and ran all the way to his Mom and gave her a big hug. He wraps his short skinny arms around his Mother's torso burying  his face into her stomach, which is the highest he can go since he was still a couple of heads shorter than his Mom. But... When he grows up and become a teenager he will become taller than his Mom! Right...Right? Wait a minute...now it's not the time to overthink this! Let's enjoy the lovely motherly and son moment and while we can...

"Yoongi! You're gonna love the big suprise! You're going to have so much fun and it'll be with you for a long time, so you won't get lonely."
Another smile was worn on the mother's face, you can see the the beautiful wrinkles of her smile which you could tell that she lived a long life of happiness and joy...

She took the little boy's tiny and chubby hands in her hands, her chewed finger nails lightly scratching the boy's gentle and soft skin, but her warm comforting long slender fingers made up for them, they kiss and heal the light scratches with her delicate, warm touch.

"Mommy being away from Father always makes me happy! Because you can be my life long companion and not get hurt anymore! 😊"