Okay. Yeah. I tried to commit suicide. It didn’t work out so good...
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“Loser! All you want is attention! Thats the only reason you cut. You don’t have anything wrong with you! Or maybe you do and you should just be left alone forever.”
I get this almost every day. Only me. I’m the laughing stock of all sophomores. With my lilac hair, quiet voice, awkward body. I’m the most awkward person. Therefore I’m a perfect victim for bullies.
So one day I decided to take my life. It was three weeks after Kory and I started dating and he was over at my house. My parents were home, but they were sleeping. I went into the bathroom and opened up my moms painkillers. I swallowed a hand full. Or at least I tried. I never swallowed a pill before. I mean, how hard could it be? Extremely hard. Especially when you never even swallowed one by itself.
When I swallowed the pill, I started to choke and I tried to scream. I spit out all of the pills and my mom, dad, and Kory walked in. I was laying in the bathtub and all of them started crying. I was crying too. With mascara running down my face I told them what happened and why. My mom and dad ended up taking me to Dr.Reese, and Kory stayed at my house every night till I fell asleep. My parents were okay with it. They thought it would be good for me to have him over so I wouldn’t try it again.
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It was Saturday the day after we watched Mean Girls so Kory just stayed the night. We invited over Katherine, Taylor, Warren, and Apryl too. Warren liked Apryl. Like a lot. He’s asked her out around four times and she has almost everytime said no. The one time she said yes he was so clingy that he wouldn’t even let her come over to my house without coming with her. I knew we we invited them both Apryl would get frustrated. She looked funny when she was frustrated. Which made Warren like her even more.
Once everyone got over we played truth or dare.
“Okay. Warren. Truth or Dare?” Kory asked.
“Truth.”
“Would you ever make out Apryl?” Of course he asked that.
Apryl’s face got red with a mix of embarrassment. She told me a year ago that she secretly likes him. The only thing she doesn’t like is how clingy he is. Apryl says it is kinda cute though. It shows he cares.
“Yeah I guess...I don’t know!” Warren is always like this when he’s around Apryl. Subtly flirty. Not this time though! All out tonight! I guess it’s because we’re all drunk. We each drank two bottles of my mom’s budlight. She doesn’t care...
I think!
Next it’s my turn.
“Kory. Truth or Dare?” I know what he is going to say. Maybe this time I’ll say yes.
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RomanceA love story where Maple Ramsay ends nearly commiting, but can't because of her boyfriend Kory who is by her side 24/7. When a certain twist happens, Maple realizes she is going to be fully committed.
