Silent Love. (COMPLETED)

Love Life.

I woke up, looking around as I was alone, I was about to sit up when Namjoon came in the room and I looked at him, who smiled at me,
"Morning, let me help you".

He said and came towards me in a hurry and helped me sit up and sat beside me, while looking at me, still smiling.
I looked at him and saw his smile, I smiled a little too,

"Oh I totally forgot, should I bring the food here or? "

He said and looked in my eyes to which I moved my head as a no and put my hand on his, which he grabbed and understood what I meant.

He dragged the wheelchair that was near the bed and helped me sat up.

He brought me to the table, where the breakfast was sat, while sitting beside me, while I kept my head down, as I was ashamed,

Ashamed of my disability, I can't talk, can't walk.
He looks at me like he's okay with the way I am, I can't even talk to him, won't he like a girl who can tell him sweet things and travel with him.

My thoughts were interrupted as he called me and I smiled a little to assure him and we started eating.

After eating Namjoon had to leave for work, while I was at home watching the TV.
While many thoughts came to my mind,

Is he really okay with me? Did he really agree on marrying me?
I kept thinking about this but then his smiling face came to my mind and I smiled as I can't help but fall in love with his smile.

He is so beautiful inside-out.

I looked at the TV and watched a drama,
Later on, Namjoon came from work earlier and sat beside me after freshing up.

We watched the TV together and he asked if I ate, to which I moved my head as a no and he brought me to the table and we ate.

Later on, he brought me outside in the evening, which was unexpected for me as I didn't expect him to be that caring of me, It was making me love him even more.

He brought me near a bench and went away making me confused as I sat there looking down and looked up to see him coming with 2 ice creams in his hands, while smiling at me and sat beside me
"It would be awkward. Wouldn't it?"

He said and I smiled a little, unsure of how to react and took the ice cream from him as he handed it to me,
We both enjoyed the ice cream, while looking at the sky and it's beauty.

We went back home later and he talked to me about his usual days and I couldn't stop smiling,
He's a really nice person.

We sat to eat the dinner and went back to our room, helping me sit up on the bed, he went to lock the door and sat beside me,
Looking at me in the eyes,
I know what he's thinking about and I'm ready for it as he makes me feel safe and think I am with the right person.

I looked at him in the eyes, which were looking into mine and let him know I'm ready now, he came closer and his eyes landed on my lips while mine were on his,
He came closer as his lips touched mine softly, making my heart skip a beat but his soft lips moving made me move with them and our kiss went from soft and slow to a passionate and deep one.

We laid beside each other with a blush on our faces after we did it, he was really gentle with me and It made me feel safe and loved, while I got really shy and embarrassed as I hid my face in the covers as he looked at me and chuckled.
"Oh don't be embarrassed, you're so beautiful, I didn't expect to get a wife this beautiful".

He said while I peeked at him and saw his smile,
"Is it hurting? "
He asked and I moved my head as a no which made him smile and kiss my forehead,
He wore his shorts, getting up, came from my side,
"Would you mind if I? "
He asked and I looked at him as I thought if he's asking to help me change, which made me blush.

My blushed face made him smile and he picked me up bridal style and laid me in the tub to take a warm bath,
He looked in the eyes, to which I did the same,

It was like without us realizing, we were falling for each other way more than we can even imagine.

He kissed me softly and left me to bathe and later laid me back on the bed, covering me with the covers,
"I'll come quickly, will it be okay? "

He asked and I nodded as he left to shower and came back in his inner and shorts and made me wear a very soft and comfy pajama suit.
"I hope you like it".

He said, he bought it for me and I smiled whole heartedly and nodded my head.
He looked at me smiling and laid down beside me. I know it can be awkward but I don't want it to happen, so I moved a little closer to him as he smiled and hugged me as we slept like that.