My world is empty, full of sadness and pain
My heart is shattered leaving a bloody stain
My mind is lost, hoping and forgiving
Though nobody notices that I’m even living
You treat me like I’m nothing
Do you know how much that hurts?
Especially when you don’t fit in, when you live in a world so diverse
You ruined my spirit
You cut me down
You even crushed my imaginary crown
I used to dream of being a princess one day
Of being somebody that no one will disobey
Of having a friend that isn’t faking
Or maybe to find a love for the taking
I don’t smile anymore
Because I am tired of pretending
I don’t laugh with the others, because I know my life is ending
But how could it be ending, when it never even started?
I didn’t have a family like you
In fact, we were parted
You see, I may be different looking
I may be different acting
But you don’t know who I am and what I’ve been through
And I bet you didn’t know that everything you have heard about me, isn’t true
If only you knew what it feels like to be hurt, to be ignored, to be lost
Then you would realize how many tears my life has caused
I am not mad at you
And I won’t hurt you, because I know that someday you will understand
The pain that I have been through
I forgive you for what you have done
I just hope that someday you will change, so I won’t have to use that gun
And maybe if you stop pushing me down, and your heart grows a bit bigger
Then I won’t have to put that gun to my head, and pull the trigger
