Somewhere only we know (Severus Snape x oc)

There is a thin line

"There is a thin line between reality and dream
There is a thin line between sanity and losing your mind
There is a thin line between being broken or pretend to be one.
There is a thin line between being hurt and... to be accepted. "
-unknown-
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     Kyra woke up seeing her Instagram text, that thing happened a week ago but seems some people mostly teenagers can not even let go on one mistakes she have done.Telling the truth under her alcohol influence, she keep on cursing and beating herself ever since. Thinking it is better way to just, ignore but her borderline personalities that she suffering not making it easy in herself.Those overthinking, anxiety, trembling hands. The only thing keeping her happy is, those role playing messages. However since the incident, she like being thrown and ghosted without any explanations. She figure it out,as per usual politics make her feel like it is high-school all over again. Enough with nothing no trace of love from her fiancee, let out being stuck in abusive house hold. Kyra try to reach out, but seem everyone just did not wanted to validate her feelings make her giving up in telling her stories all over again

      "seen", that is what only she gets from her two people that she actually enjoyed role-playing and funny how she feel happy thinking she actually can feel been taking care of, being comfort by the words even it is not real. For a while she want to feel like she deserve the love. However, sadly she just wake up to be "seen" while she is trying to help and comfort those people which she admit she grew care like they are her real friends. Tears start to forming in her eyes, Kyra wipe it and she must admit even her real life thing does not make her cry anymore but this people over Internet does. Maybe she is too lonely and really desperate for somebody to love her and give attention like she does to them, just to get brushes off because she is not that typical pretty girl or she just older than them slightly make her just not likable by people. Even how hard she try to help and giving advice to people, just to ended up getting up brushed off as a non existing human being just sad. Maybe she ended up trying to find validations in wrong crowd. Maybe she just will never fit it. It is only 9am and she feel like she need a closure,so she begged one of the admin, her friend Gabby just to add her back to that group chat again. She try to blend in and being nice ended up by the person she role-playing with to leave the chat after that somebody who she doesn't understand why hated her so much leave. She can hear sound of her heart breaks as she typing to the group chat.

"Add them back to the group chat, Gab. I will leave"

      All she wants is a clean slate, even the one that she actually have issues with talking to her, just the other people who over react on her mistakes and make it big deal out of it.