How I let you go

How we met

It's the first day of school again and I finally get to see all my friends who I haven't seen in a year because I was homeschooled.I missed them all and couldn't wait to catch up with them.My name is Andrea but people call me Andy.I don't have many friends but even if I don't have many friends at least they are loyal.The first day of school was kind of weird at first, but it was good to be back.I noticed that I didn't have many classes with my friends and it's hard for me to make new friends.It was always a struggle for me to find new friends I don't really talk to a lot of people.I thought my life was gonna be over because there was one class that I didn't have with any of my friends.Until one day there was a boy who came up to me.He had blonde hair with beautiful golden eyes and a smile that would give you butterflies.I wonder what he wanted from me.That was the day I met my best friend."H-hey"he said nervously."My name is Peter and I am your partner for the class project"he said with a smile on his face and his hand out for a handshake."My name is Andrea but I go by Andy instead".I look very different from what I looked like before at that time.I had silky black hair and mysterious black eyes now I have changed after....well we will get to that later.I thought that Peter was a good person and I want to hang out with him more often but hey at least I got his number.So we would text all the time and it is super fun talking to him.Peter is the only one I could tell all my problems to and he would listen and he would understand my feeling.After weeks of talking to him we confirmed it yay we are officially friends.Sometimes I feel like something is different,like I want to be more than friends.I ignored it because I know he doesn't feel the same way but who knows maybe he does.So finally I had the courage to tell him what I feel.The next day I sat with him at lunch and offered him a cookie,then I just went for it.I told him "Peter I miss you and I miss talking to you,I don't know why but I do".Peter just laughed it off, "Andy what are you talking about?" with a chuckles.N-Nothing I don't know what's gotten into me saying that.I think I fell for him.I spent hours thinking of why I fell for him other than his amazing personality there was something else.I know my heart won't be able to take all of this.After weeks of having this weird feeling I began to wonder why I feel this type of way.Could it be because I have fallen for him?I couldn't have possibly fallen for him,no way,Peter is just a friend he doesn't feel the same way and besides He isn't my type.The next day I went to sit next to Peter at lunch and his friend was also there.But it's weird,why is he acting weird infront of his friend and it's like he doesn't want me to sit with him.I have tried to talk to him but he is constantly ignoring me and it's like he doesn't even care that I'm here.So I walked out grabbed my lunch and angerly threw it away.