Don't Give Up On Me

Chp. 1 I Cant Lose You

So long story short it's your girl Erica Mena I have been in a relationship for sometime now with my girlfriend Cyn Santana and we have had our fair share of ups and downs first it was my ex bitch dollaz i fucked up and kissed that cornball which really hurt Cyn and myself to because i have lost her which is the last two things i wanted then i lost her again doing 106 and park with Bow Wow i got a little carried away and kisssed him and of course the video got into Cyn's hands fast then social media and blogs started to get to her and almost everytime i seen her she was either yelling at me or not happy with me but i have to nip this in the bud because i love this girl and she rides for me like no one ever has now down to my point i want to be in this for the long run and right now im really willing to bare it all so i really need to know how she feels, where her head is, how she feels about me and where we stand at this piont so im going to talk to Cyn and if things go well i need to ask her something.

Siri Call Wifey

C: hello Erica

E: hi baby.... um look Cyn we really need to talk

C: no shit

E: Can you meet me

C: at chipotle at 6

E: I was gonna say.... ok Nvm thats fine Chipotle at 6

C: i thought so see you then

E: ok oh and Cyn

C: yes

E: I Love You.?...

C: .....(sigh) i know i love you too (click)

So that didnt start off to well but i did get and I love you ugggh so I look at the time and it's 3:00 so I go out to get Cyn some earrings I mean come on I'm Erica Mena I never show up empty handed ... and she better take them they were 3k but the price doesnt matter i love this girl then i ran a few more earns to make sure everything would be perfect i rented Chipotle out and OH SHIT its 5:00 i got to go so i go home get sexy then pray for all goodness to come out of this conversation i took a few selfies then left

With Cyn

So Erica just called me and told me we needed to talk which i agreed with because she really hurt me and since i havent been able to see King (Erica's son) its killing me i mean he doesnt know me and Erica are together or were but she still introduced us she didnt want to tell him because she doesnt want to confuse her 7 year old which i understand and im glad she introduced us because he is my little bestfriend and i miss him but hey its time for me to go and im a little nervous because i love Erica and i want to build a future with her but.... oh shit alright it 5:30 i got to go

So im here waiting on Cyn and it feels like im rehearsing lines in my head of what to say then i get a chill

C: hey (fuck she looks good)

E: hey (getting up pulling out Cyn chair) (thinking but saying out loud) dam you look good

C: *blushing* thanks

E: (looking at Cyn and starts to cry)

C: Whats wrong (holding her hands) talk to me

E: i dont want to fight with you anymore i just want to love you

C:.......

E: i never meant to hurt you and i understand if you dont want to be with me (putting a small black box on the table and leaving)

C: Erica Wait..... ERICA

E: (looking back at Cyn driving off)

C: fuck. (Opening the box and seeing the earrings gets up and leaves)..... well thats a first i have never been in Chipotle and not ate but i got to go

So i drove to Erica's house and she was there which i didnt expect but i went and rung the door bell no answer i knocked no answer i know what will get her to open the door because i know she sees me she has cameras so i start to pull the top of my dress down for the neighbors to see my boobs and i know Erica is going to kill me because of how territorial she is but o well and right before my boobs popped out she swung the door open and yanked me inside.

E: wtf are you doing

C: trying to get you to let me in

E: for what (sitting down on the couch)

C: (sitting down with her) because you were right we do need to talk

E: about what i know i fucked up i dont need you to tell me

C: yea you did fuck up but i love you and no matter how many times you fuck up i will always be there for you i just dont want you making the same mistakes over and over and over again

E: Cyn, (breaking down crying) I CANT LOSE YOU

C: THEN DONT

E: what does that mean?

C: im here with you until the end thats what it means (kissing Erica)

E: babe im sorry

C: dont tell me show me