easy on Me (a Love Story)

chapter:6

"if you love me then show me"
heal me,
feel me,
but don't leave me."..

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Read chapter :5 first.

Dinner went silently with small talks between them,harry was happy his gorgeous eyes were  shining with the happiness due to the love and affection they all showed towards him. Zayn was always beside him holding his hands in his rubbing his knuckles with his thumb,,and occassionally kissing his scalp.

"Do you want something else harry."
Zayn asked him as they all gathered in living room to watch harry's favourite cartoon movie, and harry was so excited that he couldn't stop himself from giggling.

"n-no I'm good"
Zayn nods his head and sat beside him while his parents were on the other side of the couch, a bucket full of popcorn was placed on coffee table though they both insist that they are full but then again trisha was persistent to enjoy this day without missing anything.

Soon they all started watching movie,but zayn's focus was fixed on his harry's face, who's brighter than any star,how can he be real, sometimes it feels like his light will blind zayn's eyes. Is he too bright for him. He scooted lil bit more closer, closing all those personal spaces which hurt him, he wants harry in his arms, close, so close that no one can separate them. He puts his hands on his thighs to get his attention, cause he knows harry adore tom and Jerry more than anything ,so he took his palms between his hands and Planted a soft kiss on it, but harry was lost in his cartoons unaware of zayn's feelings , unaware of his lover's desperation. Zayn wanted to spend some time alone with him, to show him his room, his childhood memories ,everything, everything which holds an important place in his life. Cause harry is the most important person in his life,his precious love,his life.

"Harry come with me ,I want to show you something."
He whispered in his ear as his parents were also there, and he didn't want to embarrass himself.

But as excepted harry shook his head while motioning towards his lap, and mumbling that "W-winnie is s-sleeping ,and i can't l-leave him." But this time zayn was needy, so he tried again but harry shook his head that I can't leave winnie, but eventually harry agreed, but he was holding winnie in his arms like a little baby.

Zayn made an excuse that harry wants to use washroom but to his bad luck harry told his parents that zayn is lying and "l-lying is bad z-zayn god won't forgive you." So without any excuse,he interwined their fingers and started moving towards his room,he was a blushing mess cause it was the first time he has brought someone in his house to meet his parents, and he can't meet his dad's eyes. " god harry" he mumbled, and closed his bedroom door.

Harry placed Winnie on zayn's bed and covered him in his blankets ,Zayn was standing just behind him but instead of giving some attention to his lover he kissed winnie's forehead and whispered "i love you little baby". And zayn was so desperate for harry's attention that he feels Winnie is better than him " wish I was winnie".

After that he sat on his bed and started fiddling with his fingers, he don't know what to do ,zayn was in front of him with an unreadable look on his face and  harry thought maybe he's mad at him. He hate when zayn gets angry.

Zayn kneeled down in front of him and cupped his small face with both of his hands, but harry's eyes were stuck on the floor ,his lips were resembling red cherry and that rosy colour of blush never leaving his face, overall he was breathtakingly beautiful and zayn wants nothing just to devour his ethereal beauty with his lips.

"look at me harry."
He whispered while moving his face close towards his mouth, he can feel his heavy minty breathe and that sweet smell of strawberry cake that they had after dinner. Maybe he's needy,griddy or whatever but he need this.

And when harry opened his eyes to look at him,  zayn placed his cold lips on his cherry ones, and he lost all his senses,like all the blood from his body has been drained out. A feeling of bliss, pleasure which he had never felt in his entire life. Probably it is the best thing ever happened to him after harry. Who have thought that he would met a boy for whom he'll do anything, and here he's now kissing his luscious lips,dreamy lips,sinful lips, loveable lips,his harry's lips, a lips which holds the power to kill anyone maybe with his gorgeous smile or just a sweet peck.

Harry fell on his bed and now zayn was on top of him,but the second he heard that harry is crying he detached himself from his body and wiped his face, and now guilt started eating him alive, he was so lost in the moment that he forget about harry ,how can he do this.

Harry scooted away from him and clutched Winnie on his chest, his sobs were heart-aching for zayn, he kept mumbling that "y-you're bad, and I w-won't talk to you Zayn, you b-bite my lips you're bad bad bad, I w-won't talk to y-you."

And when zayn tried to touch his arms, he started crying out loud, tears started streaming through his eyes and zayn wants nothing in that moment just to kill himself "please stab me, but don't cry". 

After so many failed attempts he gathered him in his arms from behind, and they both cried till there was no tears left in their eyes.

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And no one is interested in this story ik except me.