i <3 my daddy

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"FUCK YOU CHRIS" is all I get out before I feel his huge hand smack my face.

Tears run down my face as I finally decide to leave him. I had been pushing away all the bad feelings because I loved him, I knew he didn't mean to hit me it was just his anger, but not this time. This time was different, I finally realized he was the issue. I packed all the things I could fast and called my brother.

"Can I sleep in your guest room for a few nights?" I say trying to hide the fact that I was crying, because well big brothers don't like it much when someone hits their little sister. "Uh yeah of course but xavier is here" hearing that made me want to scream I hated my brothers best friend and I always have. "That's fine just make sure he leaves me alone." As I say that I hear Xavier chuckling in the background, as if it's funny that no one likes him.

While Chris was still doing something I genuinely didn't care about I took everything I
cared about and left. Pulling into my brothers driveway which was only 20 minutes away. I made sure to do my makeup before going because if either my brother or Xavier saw my bruises they would murder Chris.

That's basically the only reason I don't get along with Xavier he constantly would fight people for me in high school for no reason. It was always annoying and he never let me do my own things. I liked it at first, having someone care about me but he started fights with people for no reason and it just got annoying.

By the time I got to my brothers house the only thing in the driveway was Xavier's motorcycle but his car was gone so I was  guessing they both left.

I just wanted to forget everything that had happened today, so I decided to take a shower and since no one was home I wasn't worried about not having time to put my makeup back on after.

After getting out of the shower I realized there were no towels "really jenna how did you not realize that" I think as I try to hear if anyone is home. After about 5 minutes of listening I came to the conclusion no one was home so I would just walk naked to the basement where the guest bedroom was.

"um j?" as soon as I heard that I shit myself. I turn around covering myself "im so sorry I didn't think you were home" I say looking at my brothers best friend while he looks down at my hip "I thought you stopped doing that" he says staring at my scars.

he walks toward me while asking "and what are those bruises on your face?" Tears run down my face as I finally get what has been building in me for years "he hits me. I stopped cutting for so long bu-" he cut me off with a huge hug. Still naked he lets go and said "go put some clothes on i'll be back."

I knew what that meant but I wasn't sure if I was mad about it. I sat waiting and thinking why do I really hate him. All he does is defend me. While my phone rang, Xavier's name popped up on my phone

"he-" I say before xavier cut me off

"so this is the little fuck that hurts you?" He shows chris on the floor with his face all bruised. this is why I fucking hate him "I never fucking told you to do that. This is why I don't tell you anything your such a prick. I fucking hate you"

I hung the phone up before even bothering to care about his response. I lay in the guest bed and sib as i get a long paragraph from Xavier just a few minutes later.

Xavier

you seriously don't understand still? Jenna i have been around you since we were all basically born. I used to see you as my little sister and I always needed to help you because of the love I have for you. I get you think i was doing to much, but you never heard what those guys said behind you, it was disgusting. When you finally left for college I realized the love i really have for you. You don't understand how I felt when  saw your leg earlier. My heart broke to know what you have been going through. Jenna im fucking in love with you.

The only time I actually needed you, you weren't there so no Xavier you don't.

he knew exactly what i was talking about when I said that. Jr year of high school one of his senior friends sexually assaulted me and for the first time ever he did fucking nothing, when I actually needed him.

I sat thinking for a while, I did love him, i could still but not after he didn't do anything. I mean karma got him but for that one time Xavier didn't. So why would I want to love that.

Xavier bursts into my room and I immediately see he has been crying "you think i didn't do anything? Are you fucking serious j?" j. We used to call each other by that but his was x. I haven't heard it in forever

"Why do you think he went missing? Then i got rid of my car? I fucking hit him." I look up at him with tears in my eyes "you let me hate you. YOU LET ME FUCKING HATE YOU." I yell.

"you think I'm gonna tell you I murdered someone and hid their body? he had already traumatized you enough." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I had no clue what to do. So I kissed him.

*im not stopping this story I am going to fully commit to this im sorry if I pissed you guy's off!!*