Zephania POV
Finn and I both arrived at the hotel. Finn parked the car and turned off the engine. I was still like a statue, unable to do anything at all. Suddenly I felt a touch and I winced.
" Hey... It's just me.." Finn said
I looked at Finn, the man who got me out of the gym. The man who was told to take me back to the hotel. Tears started building up in my eyes. Finn softened his face and placed his hands on my hands.
" Zephania... I have no idea what happened but I was told to bring you to your hotel room safely. Can you move?" Finn asked
" I... think so" I said
" If you can't then I'll help you to your hotel room" Finn said
I looked at Finn and smiled a little at him. Finn opened his door and made his way to my side. Finn opened my door and carried me bridal style to my hotel room. We entered the hotel room and everyone was looking at us. I hid my face against Finn's chest.
" We're nearly their" Finn said
I knew what he was doing. Finn was assuring me tgat everything was alright. Finn knew what I needed right now and it was comfort, someone that I could lean to, to talk to and to open up to, but Finn wasn't that person. That person was my mum.
We finally made it to my hotel room. Finn opened the door and placed me softly onto my two feet.
" Thank you Finn" I said
" It's alright... Well... I better..."
" NO!....." I said sharply
Finn looked at me shockingly.
" Please stay.. I don't want to be alone now... Please.." I said embarrassed
Finn was smiling and patted my head.
" Fine... I'll stay until Roman comes back" Finn said smiling
I looked up at Finn and smiled back at him.
" I'm gonna take a shower... you can help yourself to anything..." I said
" Don't mind if I do" Finn said walking to the kitchen
I made my way to my room. I closed the door and leaned onto the door. I undressed myself and went into the bathroom to turn the shower on. I hopped in and felt the hot water hit me hard. For a few minutes I washed my body over and over again clean. I could still feel his touch inside of me. I scrubbed myself so hard that I started breaking down in tears.
' Why me? WHY FUCKEN ME!"
I didn't understand anything anymore. It felt like everything was just a lie to me. Just a load of trash. Few minutes later I turned the shower off and got out, I looked at myself in the mirror. My body was so curvy and I had short pink hair with tattooes everywhere.What was their to like.
I grabbed a towel out of the drawer when I saw a knife. I grabbed it and looked at it suspiciously. I slowly placed it against my wrist and slowly slid my wrist. Blood was coming out. I didn't care anymore. I did more than three cuts on my wrist and I sat down on the toilet seat, slowly sinking in the pain.
Knock Knock
Someone was knocking on the door.
" What is it Finn?" I said sitting on the toilet seat with my arm resting on my lap
" Nia... It's me Roman" Roman said
" What do you want?" I said angrily
" Open the door please" Roman said
