1- watch you kiss him

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hope this story doesnt flop yall 

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izzie's pov:

okay so maybe im a tiny bit jealous... okay who am i kidding! im really jealous! and the fact that i cant do anything about it makes it even worse... i really REALLY like casey but.. what if i just fuck it all up? id rather hide my emotions then let her know i get ridiculous and intrusive thoughts like her pinning me against a wall and kissing me while her hands wondered around my body almost every damn day! i seriously cant catch a break.


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"hey newton" i said as i entered her room, its kind of like our room if i think about it?  our first time was here- wait oh shit that's just one of my dreams that wont ever happen! shit- she looked up at me with a smile and might i say.. she looks so gorgeous right now.. am over sized black hoodie with some shorts, something so simple but so attractive.. god this is embarrassing.

"hey there nerd, come accompany me in this bed please"

"ah i see, need my warmth?" she snickered and nodded

i quickly threw off my shoes and took off my jacket and i swear i saw her staring at me, watching my every movement, i mean i was wearing a white skirt and a revealing top so.. im not surprised? but.. it seems like she wants to do more then just stare, which id gladly let her do...!

i slid under the covers next to her smoothly and she covered me with the blanket

"you look.. really good today iz" she kept eye contact with me

"maybe use another word then good?" i chuckled 

"hot. you look.. hot" she looked away and i saw her blush, what the fuck?

"if i look so hot dont you think i deserve a-" before i could finish, he walked in. evan.

"hey there losers"

"e-evan!" casey nervously chuckled and stuttered?

he chuckled and walked up to her, pressing their lips together gently, it didnt take long for them to make out right in front of me though, jealousy coursing through my veins . watching as he pulled her closer , his hands on her face then down her neck.

i cant stand seeing them like this, my heart broke at the sight.. if this keeps on going.. i might need to stop being friends with casey, i cant fucking bare the thought of her kissing him, i wanna be the person she kisses instead!

my face went blank as i looked at them and got up in a rush, throwing on my jacket

casey pulled away from him and looked at me, slightly panting

"h-hey you just got here, where are you going?" this is extremely hard.

my face kept on looking like i just got stabbed in my foot or something, i couldnt fake smile for the love of god

"home, you guys have been making out nonstop so, im not gonna stay here and watch you do that" i blurted out, it sounded really bitchy honestly..

casey tried to say something but no words came out, with that i put on my shoes, never once looking back

"call you la-" i accidentally.. well purposely slammed the door on them and stormed out, my jealousy is showing more everyday and its becoming a big problem.

"what the hell is her problem?" evan asked

"i dont know.. somethings on her mind though" casey replied and evan sat next to her

"well our moment is ruined" 

"eh, lets just watch a movie or something, not in the mood to make out" casey said

he nodded as casey pulled out her laptop.

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