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Panic Attack (FLUFF)

⚠️TW : Abuse, panic attack

"You're so fucking useless!" He yells, my eyes pooling with tears as I lay defenceless on the cold floor, frantically backing away in fear.

"Dad stop! Please!" I whimper, my cheeks stinging from the streaming tears and his harsh slaps.

"You stupid bitch." He chuckles, clearly proud of what he's done to me as I cover my face with my hands and weep into them.

I feel a sharp pain in my stomach, then another, and another, his faint laughter and cursing muffled.

"Dad! No!"

"Baby." I hear a faint voice.

"No! Please!"

"Baby!"

"Dad please stop!"

"Y/N wake the fuck up!" The voice yells, finally clear.

A hand violently shakes my shoulder, causing my eyes to snap open, my eyes puffy and red, my face ruined by tears.

"It's Rafe!" He yells, bringing me back to reality as I abruptly sit up and sob into his chest, wailing from the sudden memory.

"He tried to- He- I can't-" I struggle to get my words out, breathing fast and heavy.

"Baby it's okay. I'm here now." Rafe reassures me, his comforting words starting to muffle as I realise I can't breathe.

I remove myself from him, leaning on the mattress beside me as I try to breathe, my heart pounding.

"I- I can't- Rafe-" I try to say, gripping the bedsheets.

I feel him grab my face, forcing me to look at him as my chest continues to heave.

"I- I can't b- breathe." I manage to choke out as he wipes the tears off my face with his thumbs.

"Y/N, baby listen to me." My eyes frantically dart around the room, still panicking as I gasp for air and struggle to focus on him.

"Look at me." He says, locking eyes with me as I finally look at him.

"Deep breaths." He slowly says, stroking my dishevelled hair and stroking my cheek with his thumb, trying to comfort me.

"Come on Y/N, focus on my breathing." He whispers, deliberately breathing slowly as he inhales and exhales through his mouth, repeating it as I begin to focus on it.

My breathing starts to slow down as I focus on his face, his beautiful deep blue eyes filled with worry as he continues to inhale and exhale.

"That's it, come on baby." He says, smiling as he sees my breathing go back to normal and I smile weakly at him.

I shut my eyes tightly as tears still fall down my cheeks. He pulls me closer to him, placing my legs over his and allowing me to wrap my arms around his neck as he wraps his around me, tightly holding me against his chest.

"I'm sorry, I thought of-" I begin to say, before Rafe interrupts me.

"I know angel, I know." He whispers into my hair, kissing it after.

"He won't hurt you anymore," He adds on. "He won't lay a hand on you ever again."

He continues to console me, cradling me in his arms as he lays his head on top of mine.

I look up at him, my eyes bloodshot and still sniffling.

"I'm sorry." I whimper.

"What are you apologising for?" He replies, his soft tone immediately comforting me.

"I bothered you. You woke up." I say, bringing a hand to cup the side of his face.

"I don't care." He says. "How can I sleep when you're not happy?"

He leans down to kiss my hand, causing me to smile softly at his soft lips against my skin.

"Rafe?"

"Hm?"

"I love you."

"I love you too angel, more than anything."

HELLO MY DARLINGS!

I hope you are all doing okay, I'm starting to write a fanfic now, BUT I decided to use an actual name for the main character as it seems more like a story.

I will still update this as usual though don't worry!

Anyways I hope you liked this one :)

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