Well now I'm at the airport. Cuddling with my sweater since it's a bit chilly in here. The only thing that was on my mind was Justin. I would rather feel his warm skin cuddled on mine. What if he doesn't co-
"You know,uh, Becky." I quickly turned making Austin pause but then turned again because i don't want to talk to him. "I'm so-" but then an announcement interrupted.
"Flight to La Vernia,Texas is now a boarding" This is what I've been wanting to not hear. Id rather hear Austin's voice and what ever he wanted to tell me then this.
Everyone started getting up. I just felt really mad just knowing that everyone knew about moving but never had the fucking time to tell me.
"Get up Becky" my mom whispered rubbing her eyes.
I didn't say a word i just listened and walked. I know i wont be able to stay mad at her for long but I'll have to try. God i need a smoke.
As we went to give them the tickets i started checking my twitter.
@justinbieber: I miss you but I promise I'll be there soon baby
I started smiling like crazy after reading it but it reminded me that i was leaving. After responding his tweet i started to aboard the plane. Guess my mom had the tickets. There was only one seat left great.
I sat next to Austin completely ignoring him.
"Hey" he finally blurted out.
I ignored him and put on both my earphones. Still not playing the music.
"You know becky, i know it wasn't the best thing to do back there outside your house but finding out someone you've waited to see for so long and finally see her and then find out that they're dating someone else is just-" he paused "forget it, you're not even listening anyways"
"No continue" i said out of no where. Fuck. It just came out. But now that i said that i took out my earphones from my ears and turned my head to face him. Then i lost it. I haven't seen him upclose in so long. God my heart skipped a beat.
His brown long curly hair, beautiful hazel eyes, plump pink lips, and just everything. Guess he'll never stop taking my breath whenever i see him. He's just breathtaking with all his good looks. But then i snapped back to reality when i heard a baby starting to cry.
"-i know I'm not supposed to think that, we're not Even together" i didn't hear the rest because you know, Thinking.
"Oh" was all i could say because i was just clueless.
He just kept quiet. I decided to start sleeping. Slowly my eyes became heavy and i was sound asleep.
Becstin is fucking real shippers!! Picture above, funny that my story was taking place at the airport right? BECKY ALSO LIKED MY PHOTO ON IG SO YAY, AND IT WAS BECSTIN TOO!
Instagram: ameezyfvcks
Twitter: fvckinmeezy
Sorry this update was the worst, no exaggerating! I've got writers block :(. As soon as i finish the next chapter I'll recheck to improve so that i give you the best <3 Austin's 19 too since like 5 days ago, he's not a 14 anymore :(. Gosh this year is just full of drama. I'll stop talking but I'll miss the bimmy friendship. Although i hate jimmy. He blocked me twitter juss sayin
