Gone

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Harry's P.O.V:

"I'm afraid she's...gone. We couldn't save her. She was losing a lot of blood. We tried our best Mr Styles, please understand that." Those words were enough to make me insane.

"And the baby? Is she alright?" I sob.

"We are currently running the tests. We will let you know once we have the results, but everything seems to be fine." She tells me, before walking off.

Niall comes to my side, his eyes bloodshot. "I don't know how to comfort you Harry." He admits. I shake my head at him not wanting any words of comfort. He sighs before hugging me tightly from the side. I sob in his shoulder not knowing what else to do.

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An hour has passed since the news; I'm exhausted and my heart hurts. I haven't even seen my daughter but I can't manage to get my legs working to get me to the room. Tears still spill from my eyes and no one has spoken a word; the only thing heard in the glassed room are the sobs of everyone.

Faith's parents are currently on a plane here and my parents are driving here. No one knows how to feel at the moment; I can't even feel anything. My body is numb, and my heart and head are lost. I feel empty.

I didn't even get a goodbye.

The thought itself makes me release another whimper. The clenching in my heart tightens and breathing suddenly becomes hard to do. This time Sophia comes to my side and engulfs me in her arms.

"Don't you want to see your baby girl?" Sophia asks me, after she manages to calm me down.

I nod, "But I just can't do it."

"Yes you can, do it for her." She shuts her eyes tight at the mention of Faith.

"I just want her here." I sob again.

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"She is perfectly fine. Nothing is wrong, all the tests are positive." She nurse informs Louis and I as we walk to where my baby girl is. I run a hand through my hair before pulling the beanie back on. We enter a room full of babies and Louis pats my back.

"She is just over here." The nurse lifts the smallest baby. She hands the little girl to me.

"She is so beautfiul." I whisper, as tears slowly roll down my cheeks.

"My baby girl." I quietly sob. The nurse walks over to a couple and my eyes follow her. I feel like someone has stabbed knives in my heart as I see a couple holding their child.

"I wish she could have seen what we made." I tell Louis. He looks up from the little girl and sadly smiles at me. "I remember we would stay up all night and she would tell me how she wanted to be the perfect mum. She wanted her to have everything and she would always tell me that I would be an amazing dad." I stop to take a breath. "She never got to see her Louis." I suck in a sob. Louis pats me on the back and I can see tears brimming on the corners of his eyes.

"She can see her from heaven Harry, it's okay." He tells me.

"I hope she's holding her too." I whisper and I hear Louis let out a sob.

"Name. What are you going to name her?" Louis asks between sobs.

"Isabella. That's what she wanted." I look up to the ceiling. "That's what my Angel wanted." I close my eyes and let the tears continue to fall. It's the only thing that I seem to be doing.

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