unknown: hey, alya. congrats on the song. it's great :)
alya: hi! thank you so much. not to be rude or anything, but who is this?
unknown: oh, right. you probably deleted my contact after everything. it's timothee.
alya: oh.
unknown: yeah. uh i just wanted to say that im sorry. read.
unknown: and i mean for everything that i did. read.
Alya sat there, looking at her phone in surprise and disbelief. is he serious? tears began to well up in her eyes, as she quickly shut her phone off. she couldn't help but start crying uncontrollably. the weird thing is, she wasn't mad him. she loved him too much to actually be mad at him. even though she made a whole song about the two, she couldn't help but feel that there was another part of their relationship that caused it to end.
maybe it was something that she did or didn't do.
still on her bed, tightly hugging her pillow, sobbing, all of the memories of the two quickly appeared in her mind. she remembered all of them like it was only yesterday. why was it so different now though? why is it that when she was writing her song, deeply going into thought about each memory, she had no problem with it?
after he texted, it just made things different.
she wished that she could go back to the night they met. maybe from there, things in their relationship could change, making it a healthier one.
she got up from her bed and went over to her desk, grabbing her makeup wipes. she sat down on the chair that was tucked into the desk and looked into the mirror that was right in front of her.
"stop crying. crying over a boy is pathetic," she thought to herself.
she was only lying to herself. her mom used to always tell her, "no one ever cries for something pathetic. there is always reasons behind those tears." as she thought more about what her mom would tell her when she was younger, she began to realize that there were much more to her tears. she wasn't just crying over him. she was also crying for herself.
wiping away her tears and face that was stained by the light mascara she was wearing, she sighed.
"screw him."
AUTHOR SPEAKING!
SHORT CHAPTER, I KNOWWW.
next chapter will be abt the past events, aka the lyricssssss.
also, thank you for 100 and something reads!!
blessing u with this photo of teo real quick🤞😊
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