𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜. | 𝙍𝙖𝙮𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝘼𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩.

𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙.

Today i'm meeting Norman.
i'm exited and a bit...nervous, but that's what i wanted right? The truth that will be painful, i just can feel it.

I went to take my coat, it's raining... so i also took and umbrella, and rushed out of the house, my heart beating faster than normally. 
________________________________________________________________________________

When i arrived Norman greeted me with a smile, why was he so happy? I didn't really understand but i tried to smile too. He showed me to follow him, so i did. I saw that we had arrived at the cemetery ... I suddenly felt sick, but I kept walking. It was something I wanted, right?
We standed next to a grave. I readed the name on it
" Ray "
I felt my heart drop and break into small pieces. I fell to my knees and started crying.
Why?...
I felt Norman patting my shoulder.

- why no one told me?..- I asked sobbing
- we all knew, you will break down, we of course didn't wanted it, but it vas obvious one day you will know the truth.-

I felt feeling worse and worse.
How did that happen? I don't know. Now i wish i never knew this.

- But why now?.. It's been almost a month! it hurts to be the last one knowing!- 
I was mad, and also sad, my emotions was really unstable..

- better late, or never, right? -

i didn't answer that. i was just so mad at him, but it wasn't his fault at all..
I got up and whispered to myself

" It's still raining.."


END


A/N
ALR THE ENDING IS TRASH BUT I HAD TO DO IT TODAY LMAO
IM SOBBING RN IM SO SORRY AH
I THINK IMA MAKE ANOTHER BOOKS LIKE THIS IN FUTURE OR MAYBE SOME FLUFF OF THIS SHIP, I DUNNO BUT TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS LOL

ANYWAY BYE ILY