Nishimura Riki, a boy with a so called Sonorous-Syndrom, a Syndrome of making people see their darkest memories and their worst fear, starts devolving feelings for a website he should have never entered. A website of dark histories and blood shedded...
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Sunoo
I rolled forwards the cliff. The adrenaline I felt, did Yeonjun feel it too? He knew he would die and still, he somehow managed to crash the car at some point to try to make his friends live. Why did he jumped down in the first place with his entire friend group?..
I knew I shouldn't be here. Taki was waiting for me at home. He must have prepared cake like almost always. Did I wanted to get back?
Were the students in the hallway right? It shouldn't have been Yeonjun. I was hurting as much people as this stupid website didn't I?
Now you probably think I was fine last week, why am I here? I have no huge problems, I have a good loving family. I had enough money to pay my rent and I had great friends. You must ask yourself why would a boy like me take his life?
Good question. Ive been on the website nor for 4 years. 4 years long I tried helping out several people and at first, I could do that but.. they died anyways afterwards... they all left even tho I wrote them daily long messages trying to cheer them up. Maybe it didn't made my mind good, maybe my body is tired. Maybe I was broken by myself but I put all my feelings aside to help the ones who I thought needed support more.
I got out of the car after turning off the engines. I looked down. They didn't drove down from this heigh. It was up there were the small village was where you went whenever you needed time for yourself.
Now no one comes here, understandable. Not only does this scares people away, their reputation sank drastically after they revealed that they saw the car but didn't stopped it since they didn't knew what they were trying to do at the beginning. It was too late so they just called the ambulance hoping they survived. Hoping my ass, they wanted to save their family name and the company. These days such rich people do not care about kids at all. Dead or alive, they wouldn't have cared a lot anyways.
I walked around the car. I remember how Dad gifted me it this year. An early Christmas present because he was too hyped so he unintentionally told me that at the family dinner we once had. Grandma was scolding him so much, I giggled to myself right now.
I wished we could skip to the good parts in life. Everyone says that mistakes can happen and we learn from hard times but what does it matter when such times make us lose ourselves and just go away from the world? What does it matter to learn from things when you.. you are gone?..
I sat back into the car letting my heart speak now. My mind said get out of the car and back home but my heart... I dunno. I think my next action spoke for itself. I started the engine and I put my phone infront of me. Maybe its time to logg out of the website. Time to make my first and very last post. Maybe they will remember me too. Taki will be doing good, Appa surely will forgive me one day and.. this foreign boy..
I looked one last time around on the website, especially at my sisters pinn wand. The last memory I had from her were a text pinned on the wall.
I was so close to drive down, so close to stop finally. I wanted to give up and face the reality. I wanted to face the world. I hide behind expectations. No life is worth this much pain. I think I know why Yeonjun did that. He wanted to feel free, as he deserved.
but.. I didn't come that far. This stupid message made me drive back as fast as possible home..
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>Are you Wonyoung's brother? You share a similar username and you both are the only ones who follow each other.
