I will always love you

I'm sorry

Brad's pov:
I wake up to see Jen still sleeping so I carefully crawl out of bed not to wake her but and go downstairs to make her some breakfast.

I open the fridge and almost all I see is veggie smoothies so I take one of those and then I open the freezer to take out some pre made waffles as I'm basically the worst cook in the entire world.
I put them in the oven for 5 minutes and the I put them on a tray with the smoothie and walked back upstairs.

I slowly open the door not to wake her up to fast. And the I walk to her nightstand and put the try there.

B: Jen..

J: Huh?

B: Umm..I made you some breakfast if you want.

J: Aweee, thank you that's so sweet!

I watch her get the tray and put it on the bed, and I just adore to see her so happy.

Jen's pov:
I look up from they tray to see Brad about to leave my room.

J: Hey where you going?

B: Just downstairs.

J: No, no come here I don't want to eat alone. Please!

B: As you wish!

I move a bit so Brad can sit down besides me and I put the tray in front of booth of us.

J: Do you wanna a movie?

B: Why not?

J: Okay, what movie?

B: Umm.. maybe "The Grudge"?

J: You know I hate horror movies Brad!

B: Yeah bug we can each "The Grudge" and then we can each something you want, okay?

J: Fine.

I put on the movie and we enjoy the food but when we're half an hour into the movie I snuggle up agains Brad and he wraps his arm around me pulling my closer.
I lean in to rest my head on his shoulder and then I just fall asleep.

I wake up an hour later now with my head in Brads chest.
I feel so safe when I'm with him like nothing can ever hurt me.

I look up at him and find him already looking at me. I can't stop looking in his beautiful eyes, it's like a dream but more amazing.
I close my eyes and lean towards him and just like that my lips are looked with his. I kiss him and he surprisingly kisses me back, we stay like this for a while as our kisses are getting more passionate.

I break the kiss feeling a rush go through my body like a million butterflies.

J: I'm sorry I don't know what flew into me.

B: No, no it's okay it was good.

J: Wait really?

B: Yeah, you see I kinda have feelings for you again and it's understandable that you don't but I really made a huge mistake in the past and I really  just want to fix them.

J: I understand but I'm not ready for a relationship right now, I'm just not my best right now but I understand you and thank you for apologizing.

B: It felt good to finally get it of my chest.
Well imma leave I gotta get to a meeting later but have a good day!

J: You too and thank you for everything!

I see him leave my room and just a couple of minutes later my front door closes. I think my choose of letting him go for now was a good idea but it still doesn't feel right.

I crawl down under the sheets again and stare at the sealing thinking about the things I'm grateful for and trying to focus on good feelings instead of negative ones.