True love, ending one

How i met her.....

I was having a nice cup of coffee when i saw, her...she had beautiful hair and was a bit round but not to much, she noticed me staring so i went back down to my book and i wont lie, i turned red as i felt her warm glare. Not a rude look but a sweet old confused one. I loved her attention it was like a warm hug. I suddenly heard the bell on the door ring which snapped me out of my phase and led me to realize she has left. I went back to my book, twilight it was a beautiful love story, I was team Edward. I then realized how that women could have been the love of my life even though she was on the older side, 30/40 i was deeply in love and i am 20 after all nothing illegal like the your mom jokes by 12 year old's. It tickled my heart, the feeling of me wrapped in that woman's arms drinking hot coco, who knows she could even have my kids one day. then i realized, I'm straight. and left.