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Jisung looks at the message sent by the older once again before putting his phone aside and getting ready to go upstairs. Before he does so, he goes to Lia and kisses her forehead to say goodnight and also says goodnight to Jia as he slowly and quietly makes his way up the steep stairs. He doesn't have a clue why the older asked him to come upstairs but he still does what the older asked for. The younger is trying to be as quiet as possible and is also trying to not fall down the stairs. Earlier before, Jia showed them where they can sleep for the night. Now, Jisung is heading to his old room, that is the place that Jia set for them to sleep tonight. Jisung looks around for a while before opening the door slowly so it doesn't make any noise. He didn't even get to open the door that much because his wrist is being pulled from inside and in one blink the door shuts closed.
The younger huffs a little and is confused until he opens his eyes to look up. He is now a few inches away from the olders face and at this point he can even feel Minho breathing right on him. The older has his hands wrapped around Jisungs waist which isn't allowing him to move around whatsoever. The younger wants to ask what is going on soo badly but at the same time he just wants to stay in the same position forever and not move. He loves how close he is finding himself to Minho right now. The older isn't one fond of skinship but when it comes to Jisung he never hesitates. It's like the two are perfectly made for eachother and eachother only, no one else is allowed to get in between them. Why? Because even if they try ot get in between the two, they will never succeed to keep them apart. The two are way too close and too caring for eachother to just leave as another person decides to disturb them. The two won't just give eachother up. They have made soo many mistakes and sacrfices to be where they are with eachother right now and one person or even more than one won't change that. They will remain the same. Minho will stay as Jisungs soulmate and Jisung will stay as Jisung soulmate. They will remain as eachothers soulmate and forever companion. Minho and Jisung will remain the light and source of happiness to eachother. Without Minho, Jisung isn't himself. Without Jisung, Minho isn't himself. These two are like yin an yang. They need eachother to complete a circle to make the moon. Minho needs Jisung for everything, love, care, help, relax and much more. Jisung needs Minho for the exact same reasons. They need eachother becausejf one is missing the other is too. A missing piece of the puzzle breaks the puzzle. The puzzle isn't complete with that one missing piece. It will never be. That same rule applies to Minho and Jisung. The two won't be complete without eachother, not in a lifetime or a decade. Not in a century. Not in another life. They have to be together for them to Minho and Jisung. They have to be the Minho to my Jisung to be the real Minho and Jisung. One has to be broken and the other has to be the tape to stick the other one back together. To make the other one a whole again. This means that Jisung as broken as he is, Minho is that tape, the tape that can stick him back together and make him a whole again. They need eachother to be the moon and the earth as they collide and make one. This is who Lee Minho and Han Jisung is. The one to the another. The yin to the yang. The puzzle and the missing puzzle piece. The broken jar and the tape. The moon and the earth. The soulmates. The forever companion. But most importantly. Minho and Jisung.
Jisung thinking about this just leans into Minhos chest. He listens to the olders steady heartbeat and just stays there, listening. Listening to the heartbeat of the person that has always been able to help him cope, mentally and physically. To the person that helped him feel better and take care of him when he was at his lowest. Minho was really the one that made Jisung feel a whole. Take Jisung as a brick wall that is starting to rot. Each brick falls and rots. There are less and less bricks. Nearing its end, one brick stands there forever. Not rotting away or falling. Just standing there, keeping the brick wall from falling. This is exactly how Minho is for Jisung. He is the brick that keeps Jisung standing. Standing well and strong. Minho really is the only one that can help Jisung feel like this, not just help to but generally make hime feel like this. He is the only one that has been able to play like this with the younger. It's like keeping him in a chokehold but the fact is that Minho is not doing so. All he is doing is hold tightly onto him and make sure that he is always fine and forever will be. This is all Minho cares about. To take care of Jisung and make sure that he is always happy. He loves to see Jisung smile, laugh, giggle but hates when he sees him cry. It is probably one of the worst sights to witness but oh well... Minho had to witness that soo many times in his life that he is now trying tk avoid it to his best. Minho is trying to keep the younger away from crying and always keep him happy. The happier he is, the better. It warms his heart to know that Jisung is doing well mentally and physically and what makes all that better is that all of it is due to him and not anybody else. Minho is hugging Jisung back as the younger just layed into his chest. He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss onto the youngers head. Nothing else was heard, nothing other than Minhos steady heartbeat and Jisungs very not steady heartbeat nothing else was heard. It was dead quiet. Jia and Lia were now asleep and the whole house was quiet. The lights were off. That was to the youngers luck because that meant Minho couldn't see how red he was. Basically, Jisung turned crimson red very quickly due to Minho. It's a feeling that doesn't happen often with other people. Yes, his cheeks do turn crimson red around other people but that is when he cries. Right now his cheeks are crimson red because he is faced with Minho. He is leaned in into the olders wide chest. He can hear his heartbeat and can hear him breathing as he slowly plays with his hair. Minho is using his one free hand to play with Jisungs hair. The quiet atmosphere makes everything soo comfortable and their position even though it's just them standing in front of the door, the atmosphere has made this very comfortable for them. Nothing felt out of place. For them it felt correct. For Minho it felt correct to have Jisung like that, in his arms listening to him and his heartbeat while he plays with his hair. And for Jisung it felt correct to have Minho hug him tightly while he carefully and gently plays with his hair, ruffling it at times too. However, something did feel like it was missing. Jisung felt like some words were missing, he felt that the older needed to say something to complete the feels of this whole thing happening right now. Afteralll he did call him upstairs. So what would be the reason. This was definitely not fully it right? There must be something else the older is longing to say but the comfortable silence and everything else has made him delay what he wants to actually do or say. This makes Jisung think a little and at the same time without him knowing, Minho is also thinking.
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crimson red |minsung| ♡
Fanfiction"understand what i'm saying, sweetcheeks?" "sweetcheeks?" han thought to himself.. he could not say anything other than just nod, words did not want to come out of his pretty mouth, all that was travelling back and forwards in his head was the petna...