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I'm scared of acceptance,
I'm scared of making friends.
Every time I trust
It's broken in the end.
The more people I meet,
The bigger my walls get,
Nothing I do will help how much I fret.
I told myself
"Stop letting people in so easily",
But sometimes it's hard
Because it seems like they won't break me.
Most of the time,
I don't know what to say,
Because I'm scared they might also run away,
I'm scared that they'll hate me.
What if they ignore me,
What if they find me boring,
What if they leave.
Are they going to hurt me,
Like the ones before?
Will each of their comments
Leave me crying on the floor?
I'm shaking,
I'm sweating,
I'm crying,
I'm breaking,
I'm falling apart,
I guess it's back to the start.
And here I thought I was doing better,
I thought I was doing fine,
But I guess all I was doing
Was telling myself lies.
It's stupid,
I'm stupid,
I'm toxic to myself.
I may look fine on the outside,
But inside I'm crying for help.
Help me.
I'm stuck.
In this fucking loop,
A cycle of pain,
And lies that I'm fine,
Each time I feel happy
I soon feel like dying.
Help me.
Please.
I can't take this anymore.
And I'm so tired
Of the crying
Leaving my eyes sore.
Help me.
Please.
Save me from myself,
Before there will be no need
For me to cry out for help.
-𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘺
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