SIMPING FOR YOU

✝️NORMS OF LIFE🌙

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||'God only knows 'by king and country ||
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~Emma's POV

Running. I gotta keep running. I cant go back there. I have to run away. You'll  always be mine!!!! You belong  to me !!! He screams as he catches up to me .NOOOO!!!!

I jolt awake from my nightmare no screams, no sounds, just lying in bed staring at the ceiling as I take deep slow breathes to calm my racing heart. Emotion less. Void. Empty. that's how I feel. Sighing I reach for my phone to check the time.
6:00am
Oh well since I'm already awake might as well get ready for school. Time waits for no man you know. I go about with my morning routine like the zombie that I am .Arrgh mornings I hate mornings especially  Monday mornings I moan. I'm not a morning person I hate breakfast, I hate getting out of bed and I definitely don't give two shits about doing my hair or make up like normal girls do to make themselves look presentable. I really don't put any efforts at all. I tie my Dark mid-night curly black hair in a messy bun and brush my teeth while standing in front of the bathroom mirror. There is really nothing special about my features. I've got Dark Brown eyes that almost look black, thick eyebrows , long natural eyelashes, small pink pouty lips with a left cheek dimple that all compliments well with my chocolate skin colour. As I'm taking my sweet time doing my biz while Humming "Oh Happy Day" a very pissed Voice Snaps me right back to reality.

"EMMA!!! ITS 7:00AM YOUR ALL OVER THE PLACE JUST LIKE HOW YOUR ROOM IS A MESS AND HOW YOUR LIFE IS A MESS!! GET MOVING NOW" !!! Yells my Dad.

Sheesh someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed again, a Good morning would be nice for once. I mentally roll my eyes in annoyance.

"Morning to you too Daddy" I dragged enthusiastically, forced a chuckle and a smile as he glared at me in irritation.

"I'm going . I'm going okay, I just need to wear my shoes and I'm on my way".
My dad and mum looked at me with an unimpressed look as they mumble their annoyance at my reply.

On my way to school. I plug in my headphones turned the volume to max scrolled through my playlist drowning my self deep in thought as I listen to "God only knows by king and country" on replay. I sigh as the lyrics hit every emotional nerve in my body . It felt like Every word of the song described me and my situation.

🎧🎵 "Wide awake while the world is sound asleep and
Too afraid of what might show up while you're dreaming
Nobody, nobody, nobody sees you
Nobody, nobody would believe you
Every day you try to pick up all the pieces
All the memories, they somehow never leave you
Nobody, nobody, nobody sees you
Nobody, nobody would believe you

God only knows what you've been through
God only knows what they say about you
God only knows how it's killing you
But there's a kind of love that God only knows
God only knows what you've been through
God only knows what they say about you
But God only knows the real you
There's a kind of love that God only knows

There's a kind of love that
There's a kind of love

You keep a cover over every single secret
So afraid if someone saw them they would leave you
But somebody, somebody, somebody sees you
Somebody, somebody will never leave you"🎵🎧

Glancing out the window of the bus with a sullen mood I observed the Rush of busy bodies starting there busy day and carrying on with there everyday lives. As I reach my destination I get off the bus and walk into the school gates of Katana Adventist High School It's an SDA public mission run school.
I take a deep breath and put on the most warmest smile and happy personality like everyone in this school saw me as, The Outgoing bundle of sunshine with a weird ass attitude. As I'm entering the premises I get Greeted by bunch of students here and there, some I know while most I don't really know but it would be so rude if I didn't wave back, so I did the nicest thing like always and greeted them. When suddenly I felt strong arms wrap around me from behind in a warm embrace.