lifetime scandal

conflict

Both Men spend thier quality time together. Both drenched in sweat. Laying on sand. Embrace each other to feel secure. Yibo is still not ready to admit that he can live like that. His whole appearance become fake for world. How can he manage all these things. But for now he don't want to think about future. Only one thing matter for him now. And that is his zhan. His crush. Who slept next to him.

Wang yibo's pov

We did it again. It's not like that i didn't like it. Even i fall for him from beginning. When i first time saw him i was not imagine him as my rival in love. Somehow i fall for his charms. And after two days we are ended up like this. But is it possible for me to live like that. My family support it? What about my future. I am not si worried coz i am only heir of well known businessman. But still it's hard to imagine myself living in double standard. For people i am happily married with liying and inside the house i am bedwarmer of xiao zhan. What i am thinking? Can I trust him blindly? He is looking so innocent and pure. But why his love is too much complicated. Can't he just propose me for marry. Why i can't disobey him. Why i have to follow his orders. Am i that coward who can't stand for his own feelings. Why there needed zi and liying between us?

I put my thumb on his mole. Why he is so handsome. I can't resist him. I close eyes. Everything left with my lonely tear.....

Fuck off, dude i have two girls to bang. Zhan is not interested in them. And zhan is also only after me. What i want more than that. I swipe my thoughts.

Like that i always conflict between me. Sometimes i feel like there is two yibo living inside me. One is inherited from my decent father and another one follow the path of my ambitious mother. My whole life pissed between them. But at the end mother won everytime and i drove deep in this dark ally. With my loneliness. No one is there for me. Will zhan pull me up with his love.

Stop it yibo. He is just using you. To satisfy his needs. How can you still thinking about pure love. Just get up and ready to bang everyone.

I smirk again. Yeah this is me. I always keep myself strong. Adjust with every situation. And now i am going to takeover my business. Marrying with liying. And starting a double family. I suppose to be happiest man on earth. What should i want more than it.

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"Yibo......., zhan.... Come on.... It's time for dinner. " Zi called them.

Zhan stirred up. Yibo also looks at him. Zhan give him a bunny smile.

Yibo smiles back. Zhan get up and wore the clothes shattered beside him. Yibo also did the same. Zhan help him to get up. When yibo didn't bother. He was not seeking for help. He just don't want to show his insecure innocent side to zhan. He is a badass boy. And he want to know people remember him like that.

Yibo step up towards the bunglow. Zhan follow him. He halted for a second and look back.

"What? " Zhan asked.

Something cross through his mind. A sudden sadness creeps up in his eyes.

"Nothing... " Yibo said.

"Did something left behind ? " Zhan asked again.

Yibo take a deep breath. Yes he left his pure one here. As soon as he agree to stay with this trio. His conscious left him. He is now totally depends on zhan's mercy. He choose the wrong path again. Like his mother dominate him always. He now agree to submissive to zhan. Agree to obey him for lifetime.

Yibo smile on his misery. Zhan pull him close with his waist. Secure him. He insured that yibo didn't feel any pain.

"Let's go" Zhan said.

Yibo nodes. They start walking back.

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At the dinner........

All people enjoying dinner while chit chatting. Most of the time liying babbles like a kid. Yibo smile towards her like a obedient boyfriend. While zhan is looking like elder and responsible person and zi looking to everyone's need like lovely mother.

Yibo all time control himself from zoning out. Only he put a small smile on his lips. To make sure that is is still part of this family.

"Let's switch tonight. " Liying spilt out suddenly.

Yibo smile but is didn't reach at his eyes.

Zi rolled eyes. From starting liying hitting on zhan but he never show any intrest in her.

Zhan shook his head. But as soon as yibo finished his dinner he walk towards zi's room. Didn't bother to say anything more.

While liying get up next and went to another room. Zhan and zi looked at each other and something passed between the eyes. They are together from teenage. It's not necessary to speak out loud everything. Some things are more understanding when it didn't mold in words.

Zhan and zi clean the dining table as well as kitchen. Both return towards the room. Where yibo and liying are waiting for them.....