Fix me

Chapter I

I drove away crying. My heart felt like it was slowly breaking and burning in flames. Each word that he said affecting me in the worst way posible.

The road seemed blurry to me and in the background a song was playing, "Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk, because of you I learn to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt, because of you.."

I turned the volume down. Too many memories of what I don't have anymore. "You are a worthless person. I don't even know what I first saw in you but it's gone now. I don't want you anymore!" Crash! Everything went dark, blackness invading my eyes.

I woke up to a beeping noise. I slowly opened my eyes,"Elena, hey honey, how have do you feel?" My mother said.

Knowing that my mother had yet to find out that he left me, I replied, "I've felt better."

"Do you feel any pain or aching? Please tell me honey; I don't want you in pain."

I am already in pain. How much more pain can I go through? I bitterly thought.

"No, I feel fine nothing hurts. What happened?"

Sighing, she replied, "You were driving and suddenly lost control of the car. Your car flipped over a few times before finally stopping. Someone called the paramedics and when they came to where you were, you were bleeding so much that they had to rush you to the hospital. You had a big deep wound on your head and they stitched it back."

Wow, can my luck get any worse?

"Oh." That was all I could say. The only word that described how lost I felt, without giving out too much, to indicate that I was lost.

"How long until I can go home?"
I said.

"The Docter said later in the day." My mom replied.

Later in the day? Well what time is it? I craned my neck to see the clock. It read 12:25 p.m.

"Sooo at 3:00 p.m. I'm outta here?"

"Yes." But it wasn't my mom that answered. It was the Doctor. Only after he spoke did I register his voice. I mentally cringed. This was Peters dad, Doctor Williams.

"Its good to know that you're alive and well, Elena."

He looked at me with a knowing look in his face.

"I'm sure that you are. Its a good thing that I didn't die in that car crash, right?" I replied. Speaking in a calm voice but bitterness in the undertone.

He looked at me with pain and understanding.

"I'm just going to put some pain killers that will make you go to sleep when you wake up you are free to go."

He knew. My mind said accusingly. Everyone in his family probably knew. They all but let him throw me away like how a girl throws away last seasons clothing.

By the time he said that my mom had already left with her new husband.

I felt pain. Mental pain. It invaded my mind. Making me think thoughts that the old me would be ashamed of. But I finally decided. The new me didn't care anymore. I mean I am just a worthless piece of crap. No point in denying it. In fact I hold no value. Why should I care?

And I drifted off to sleep with that last thought staying in my mind.

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