"childe. Im tired of chasing him over and over again . Can... Can you help me please. "
Its been years, you were tired of chasing the man you loved , trying every way just tto get him to like you back . Every hint , everytime you hang out , he never got the hint and treated you like a friend.
' How can you not notice my feelings , Diluc....?'
You were hurt. You wanted to stay away from him . You cried , seeking comfort from your friend , childe . He loved you , but you didnt . Yet he was desparate , he would wait many moons just for you .
" Childe.. I wish it was you who i fell inlove with . If i did, I wouldnt end up like this . " You whispered , bowing your head.
" but ofcourse , ojou-chan.. I'll always be here . Even if you wont like me for many moons , ill be waiting ."
Diluc's heart shattered as he saw you and the harbinger . Your lips curled to a smile as you and the ginger kissed in the light of the moon.
You loved him , but he paid no mind to your feelings . He was heart broken . All the times you spent together , the happy times . Your first kiss with him , but he didnt even acknowledge the kiss . He pitied you .
But now , he was in the wrong .
" .. Why do i... feel like this ? " He asked himself , tears forming at his eyes , his heart ached , seeing you with another .
He Repented . He Regret not acknowledging and cherishing your feelings .
CHILDE'S VIEW
"childe. Im tired of chasing him over and over again. Can.. Can you help me please. "
Its been many of years , i still wait for her . I myself doesnt know why either . Theres something in her that i love , but im afraid she loves another that shes busy chasing .
My heart sank when she told me she fell inlove with this guy named Diluc . But i was persistent . I waited , and waited . But i still couldnt let the fact that she rather chase the man she loved , than love the person chasing her .
" Childe.. I wish it was you who i fell inlove with. If i did , i wouldnt end up like this." she bowed , voice low .
I wish you did fall inlove with me. I hate seeing you hurt like this . Hurting you is hurting me .
" But of course , Ojou Chan . I'll always be here . Even if you wont like me for many moons , I'll be waiting . "
I tearfully smiled , our lips colliding under the moonlight .
It hurts me , when I am the one chasing you , treating you right ,but you treat me as a pain remover .
I caught a glimpse of red , standing at the shadows . It was him . He was petrified . He looked like his life shattered .
I too , am shattered comrade. For I am treated like a rebound-person for her . She isnt over you , but I'll help her get over you.
DILUC'S 3RD PERSON VIEW
Diluc sighed , tears falling on his gloved hand as he watched the two.
He knew the harbinger was looking at him, his piercing blue eyes stared at his crimson , now dull eyes .
' if only i had taken care of you the way he is doing right now , if only i had accepted your feelings. '
Alas he left , dissapearing from the shadows as he went back to the tavern. Eyes still teary and full of sorrow. But he saw it coming , he just didnt know it'd hurt so much as of a piercing blade .
His eyes wandered around him . It didnt feel the same without her . Without her , life was plain , boring.
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Sleepless nights bore in , he still couldnt let it go . He hurt , but he didnt understand why it impacted him so hard , he didnt even like her . Or did he ?
" the nights we used to spend together ... Are the nights you now spend with him . "
