Meet me at the Cross road.

a painful sin

"Y/N...I'm me again.." He called from the basement.
Sam had told me not to go down there until he was back from his errand run.
"Come on..." He called again. God he was so annoying! "At least bring a glass of water will you?" You finally caved and stomped down stairs. There it was, the room Dean was locked in... you pushed open the bedroom door not noticing the salt line you had broken. That was the only thing keeping Dean in that room.
"Thanks," he said placing the glass on the bedside table. He stood up from where he sat and made his way towards you. "I'm sorry if I scared you...it's just sometimes my...illness gets the better of me." He whispered into your ear.
"Yeah...it...its okay Dean." You stuttered trying to pull away when his firm hand snaked around your waist and rested there. God, why was he doing this to you. You've wanted him ever since you laid eyes on him. When you were with him you felt whole, like you had a purpose, but this was wrong. You've only known him for a few days.
"Dean..." you whispered trying to remain calm, but that feeling was quickly replaced when his lips crashed into yours. The hand on your waist slid down cupping your ass and pulling you closer. His tongue traced you lips asking for entry and you gave it to him. He moved his heated kisses down your neck and bit down on your soft spot a pleasant stinging sensation followed thereafter.
"You and me are going to have so much fun sweetheart..." He raised his head with a bloody smile, his green eyes gone and you were now staring into a black abyss.
"Dean?" You saw this side of him before... In the cabin...no
"No...I'm deans illness... the demon that lives inside of him baby." He chuckled tossing you on the bed. He used his telekinetic powers and held you body down firmly on the bed as he climbed on top of you.
"Dean this isn't you! Don't do this!" You pleaded.
"Oh but it is." He said slowly undoing the belt buckle and then the zipper and moved up to you chest. He slid his hands under the oversized shirt and undid your bra tossing it to the floor. "Mmmhmm..." He hummed as his large hands groped and massaged your breasts an unintentional moan escaping from your mouth.
"Dean stop...just stop it!" You choked back the tears that threatened to break free.
"I'm just getting started angel. "
Dean quickly tended to his zipper releasing his already hard cock. He pulled your underwear off and tossed it aside and lowered himself into you. You screamed out when he didn't give you time to adjust to his girth.
"That's it Y/N scream for me!" He said thrusting deeper into you. You screamed and begged and tried to push him off of you but you couldn't and finally broke the tears streamed down. Dean pulled out of you slowly and made his way the desk...looking for something. Now was your time. You mustered up all you strength and bolted for the door, but he just waved his hand again slamming against the wall. "You're not going anywhere." he said as he knelt in front of you. "Your were so beautiful...it's a real shame..." He whispered wrapping his hands around your neck and you squirmed and kicked, but then his hands started to unclench your throat and through the haze of the burning tears you saw his green eyes surface and relief washed over you. This was the Dean you knew!
"Oh my God Y/N What. .. what did I" He stopped and saw where his hands were and pulled away, eyes overcome with tears. "What is wrong with me I can't control it anymore! " He shouted, but you just wrapped your arms around him and crashed you lips into his forgetting all about what just happened this was the Dean you knew and you needed to save him from whatever that thing was. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry...i cant ...what have i done!!" He pushed you away and pulled at his hair. you got up slowly grabbing the bed sheet and approached Dean carefully.

"Dean...it wasn't your fault...its okay...I'm okay..." you fibbed wrapping the cover around his half naked body.

"It was my fault! how could i do something like that?" his voice raw from sobbing.

"No! it isn't! that wasn't-"

"I freaking rape- Just leave me alone!"