Beloved :] // Just an ordinary fic

~Heatwaves~

11-29-21

[BEE]

I sat listening to the song again. It hurt, but the light stings the lyrics left behind felt oddly good...

You can't fight it, you can't breathe...

I felt my breath constrict, as if to match the lyrics... 

You say somethin' so lovin', but...

"I fucking love you"

"I burn you?"

"You melt me..."

"I wish I could be with you,"

"Me too... <3"

I yanked the headphones out of my ears and pressed my head back against the wall. A million thoughts drifted through my head...

'"With you, i'd want it enough,"'

' I want t h e m ... '

' "So hard that you cant remember your name..." '

Get out of my head... 

I took a deep breath and stood up, walking towards the sink, then splashing water on my face.

Its just two weeks...at least... dont let your fantasies overtake what needs to be done...

"[Name]! Come help me, please!"

Ah. Right. 

Other Mother's voice brought my head back to reality, at least. I cautiously walked to go help with whatever the hell she needs from me.

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