~Skephalo oneshots~

~Will he ever love me?💔🍪~

⚠️TW⚠️:
Selfharm

(This was heavily inspired by @skepkek

~Darryl's POV~

Currently, I'm sitting on my bathroom floor feeling like I'm about to pass out. I sigh, 'damnit i cut to deep..' I think to myself as I try to lift myself up. I finally get up and grabbed some bandages. 'Well I'm gonna need more.'

I look into the mirror and i see my reflection. God I'm so pale. I look disgusting. No one would ever love me.

I walk out of the bathroom and got to my room to get my backpack. I change into a different hoodie and pants. When I'm done I start to walk to school. I grab my books from my locker until i hear someone. I look to the side to me and I see Zak standing there. I blush slightly and walk to my class.

He won't fucking like you. Have you seen yourself?

Yea I know..

Then get over him.

Im trying..!

I finally make it to my desk and I lay my head down. My thoughts keep coming back and even though there true, its still hurts.. after class is over I start to walk to my next class and I feel someone staring at me. I turn around to see Zak looking at me. I just stood there looking back at him. Then he finally walked away.

'He noticed me! Wait.. he probably thought I was disgusting. I mean, I'm fat, I look really pale, I just look like a mess. He probably thinks I'm weird for looking at him back.' I sigh and continue walking to my next class.

'Finally the end of school..' i sigh as i start to walk out of the building. Before I do i hear some people talking. "Yea! He had green eyes and..." I walked away before I could hear the rest, could he be talking about me..? Maybe he was making fun of me, I wouldn't be surprised though.

I put my earbuds in and start to listen to music. After a bit of walking I make it home and go lay on my bed.

God your so pathetic.

I know.

Why don't you just kill yourself? You would make Zak happy, he wouldn't have to see a disgusting person everyday.

...

Come on. You know it's the best thing to do.

SHUT UP!

It finally was left with silence. I felt tired and fell asleep. I wake up and I had no motivation to leave. 'Ill just skip school, not like its gonna do anything. I start to remember the voice from yesterday.

I sit up and look down. "Maybe i should.." i get up and walk to my bathroom. I look at my razor and pick it up. I start slicing my skin as blood comes out, dripping onto the floor. I smile at the satisfaction. I put the razor to my arm, about to cut a deep cut. 'I can't do it..' I put my razor on the counter and clean my arms.

"Right. I need more bandages." I groan in annoyance. I get up and put my shoes on. 'Not like its a far walk' I think to myself as I walk out the door. I almost it to the store till i hear some people. "NooOOo I dOnt want to gOoo" I look over and I see Zak with his friends, I think their names are Vincent and... dave? Yea I think thats right.

I try to ignore them and continue walking. I see I window and see my reflection. "God i look disgusting."

"What do you mean?"

I jump sightly "WHA- oh-" I turn around and see Zak standing there. My eyes widen as I stand there in shock. 'Why is he talking to me-' i think to myself.

"Oh sorry! Didn't mean to scare you, but your not ugly at all! Why would you think that?"

I blush slightly from embarrassment and look away. "I mean- have you seen? I look like a ghost, and I'm fat and-" before i could finish i felt a pain in my arm. I whine slightly at it and start to walk again. "Uh i have to go n-now bye!" I said as i start to run. 'God i feel so bad...'

I finally make it to the store and buy bandages. I make my way home and go inside. "I muffined up so bad. He probably thinks I'm even weirder now!" I yell out loud. I quickly run to the bathroom and bandage my arm up. 'Well thats done now.' I think as I walk to my room.

I end up falling asleep again and wak up to a knock. 'I didn't order anything..?' I get up and walk to the door, forgetting to put on a hoodie. (Because I'm evil :)) I open it to see Zak on the other said. "Uh- do you need something..?" I ask nervously. "Uh i just noticed you were at school and wanted to check on you." Zak shrugged.

'Okay but how did he find my house-.' I think to myself. 'No wait- WHY DOES HE CARE?!' I was confused and shocked at the same time. "Um- why did you care-? We barley know each other.." I said, his face turned a light pink. "Yea i know- just your usually there so i wanted to ch- wait why are there bandages on your arm?" I asked looking at my arm. I froze in shock. 'Fudge. He saw.'

I start panicking. 'He probably thinks im fudging pathetic..' I slowly walk backwards and run to my room. I feel tears fill my eyes as I go to my bed. I hear Zak come into my room and sit on the end of my bed.

I'm crying, trying to stay quite but fail miserably. I feel Zak come close to me and hug me. I feel my face heat up slightly

Yea no i give up because this is cringy but yea hope you enjoy this shitty thing

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