Povs

Suicide

*cut* ugly
*cut* stupid
*cut* fat
*cut* not good enough
I don with every word rising in my head hitting me like a cold slap  blood rushing down my arms and legs
My abusive mother and non existent father
Me growing up to fast
*cut* worthless
All I could think was how could u , y would u say that, ur a failure
No one cares
Cut after cut but nothing
I was numb , my eyes swollen and red
Nothing made sense , now their putting flowers and crying at my grave regretting every word ,every letter ,everything
But it doesn't matter now