Olbídame y piega la vuelta

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Hace dos años y un día que vivo sin él
" there has been nearly two years and one day that I'm living without him"

though Raquel Murillo as she was laying awake at 3 o' clock in her bed in Palawan and wasn't able to fall asleep during to the events 2 years prior and the fact that she lost her soulmate and the father of her beautiful nearly 2 year old daughter Salvina, which Name reminded her somehow of Sergio and which signification was perfect for her, because she did save her from crumbling completely and for sure she would be as wise as her father and mother together.

Hace dos años y un día que no lo he vuelto a ver,
there has been nearly two years and one day that I haven't seen him again

she caught herself at calculating the time since Sergio was lost, most probably dead, when she finally reached the stadium of pre sleep, thanking her mind for it, because now she was fully awake again, her eyes wide open and her heartbeat slowed painful down as a reaction for her everlasting love for him.

Y aunque no he sido feliz aprendí a vivir sin su amor
and although I have not been happy I learned to live without his love

Normally after 2 years she already knew how to go on and controlled her heartbreak quiet well but unfortunately this night was one of her weakest since a long time.
Suddenly she heard someone knocking violently at the door and went there with a " I am coming one moment" asking a nearly fearful:

¿Quién es?
who is it?

in case it was the spanish police or interpol who found her after she already escaped for years. She already wanted to take her rifle, just in case she would have to defend herself, her mother, Paula or Salvina but froze in her movement as she heard such a familiar

Soy yo...
it's me...

which voice was so much the same to Sergios that she felt her heartbeat quicken, her tears rising in her eyes, her voice breaking to talk, but managed nothing of these things. As if she would be in a trap, waiting for someone to safe her with soothing her down.

¿Qué vienes a buscar?
what are you looking for?

where the only words which the former police woman brought over her lips, the moment she opened the door with all her might an beeing because she remembered that it was in the middle of the night and that it was cold even in Palawan. To be exact it was raining cats and dogs. For that Sergio had to be soaked wet by now.

A ti...
you...

he answered calmly also with tears in his eyes the moment he saw her silhouette and moved already more near to Raquel, to embrace her, kiss her, hold her, but stopped as he saw that she stepped back with a look of horror in her eyes as if she didn't wanted to be touched from him.

Ya es tarde...
now, it's too late

left her lips without the possibility to control her words by herself only thinking about the risky pregnancy in her 40s when he WASN'T THERE, the alzheimer of her mother which got worser every day where he WASN'T THERE and Paula which was a real exhausting Teenager now and again HE WASN'T THERE to support her...

¿Por qué?
why?

Sergio asked calmly but couldn't hide his fear from her answer. Did she move on? Was she already married? Did she fall out of love with him after these two years??

Porque ahora soy yo la que quiere estar sin ti...
because now I am the one that wants to be without you

she snapped at him but closed her eyes at the next moment as she realised what she just started. The love of her life, the father of her daughter, was trough a miracle alive, healthy and returning to her after" who knows  what" and the only thing she returned of his " why?" was the explaining that she was over him and didn't wanted to life with him anymore.