✧"I'll go to my room now.." i excuse myself after eating dinner and walk to my room upstairs, i close the door behind me and locked it. I sat down to the floor and hugged my knees
For how long am i supposed to be like this? It's all tiring. And i feel bad about Sunghoon now, i bet he's upset that i just left him a month ago
Good thing i never gave him my social media accounts, my number, or my address, so at this point he can't find me, i hope.
I didn't even cared going back there to take my stuff. Facing him after i made a scene and left him out there was horrible already.
"I should forget him" i whispered to myself and tighten my grip on my knees, "He probably forgot about me already, yeah" i chuckled bitterly and watch the clock hand ticking, 7:29 PM
I hate myself for being sensitive, i hate myself that I can't control myself, i hate myself that I'm throwing hate to those people or rather that person who helped me with everything
Why did i even met him? Why was i attached to him, his voice, his smile, his laugh, his sense of humor, his sincerest words, everything about him? Why?
Was i that sensitive from my brother's death to the point i spoke about something wasn't true and harsh? It was just a stupid logo
School is almost here and time flies so fast that I'm at 12th grade and i swear if i mess this up, I'm screwed, so screwed.
I should start i new life, fix things with siho and forget about someone and pretend nothing really happened, just hope that we won't be classmates
"Shit, what if we see each other often there" i groaned and bit my nail even more, "ahhh, pull yourself together seohyun. You don't know no one except for siho. That's it" i hit my head with my own hands and hissed
"That's.. fine..."
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"You guys have school next week, huh?" My mom cheekily smiled and finish collecting the plates, "Apparently yes mrs. Kim, sad to say we have to go back" Siho laughed along with mom while i broom the area
"Let me help you with that" siho mumbled and took the broom out of my hands, I sighed and just let him be and decided to wipe the table
"Do you guys think, you'll be classmates?" Mom questioned, me and siho took glances and i just shrug, "I don't know, maybe, but it's quite impossible" i replied
A few minutes later we finished and mom made me accompany siho out of the house, it was silence between us and I don't know what to say honestly
"Thanks mrs. Kim, mom will surely love the plants you bought her" Siho smiles and took the box from mom, he looks at me telling me to lead the way out
"Do you need anything? Some school supplies?" He asks at the way, "Nothing, i can reuse my stuff last year" i mumbled and opened the gate
He steps out and was about to leave when i spoke, "L-let's go out tomorrow, afternoon" i stutter to him and smiled
"I'm good with that" he responds and smiled too, he places down the box and comes closer to me, "See you?" He raises his eyebrow and leans over my face then suddenly pecks my cheek
"See... you...."
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Crime || P.sh
FanfictionOver the years Kim Seohyun never knew who was really behind the death of her brother Kim Seokyong, the police we're having trouble on finding clues and decided to cut the case off. She was desperate to find 'them' to seek justice yet no one helped h...