No one can help me

The start

Today was the day where it all started,I woke up in my parents car I asked them:,,where are we going?'' They didn't answer.I was confused I had no clue what's going on.Then we stopped I looked out of the window we were in front of a mental hospital.I heard a voice behind me ,,get out of the car'' it was my mom.I asked,,Why are we here?''
My mom said in a dissappontet vioce ,,I found out about you not eating , cutting your self and wanting to die!''