The Importance of Friendship

The sorrow story of Billy

 Billy arrives to school, not expecting too much for his day. He sees the tables full of people, and he feels relieved to not be involved with their horrible intentions. He's also one of the more populated kids in school for his stupid mistake in 5th grade when he got in trouble and argued back, throwing a tantrum in class and throwing his supply box at one of his students and then getting put into special ed. People tell their friends about this to inform them time and time again, making it seem very very daunting for Billy. Billy doesn't like being shown to the public and is an timid introvert. Billy has a huge fear of being judged for his past mistakes, especially his conflict he had back in his Special ed times.

 Billy walks into his first class and has to do some assignments. Billy has ADHD and ADD, so what could possibly go wrong? Getting distracted by kids in class? That's possible. Billy is very insecure when people talk about his lazy eye. People will talk about it and sometimes blurt something offensive that sends Billy into manic mode. Billy is just waiting for someone to personally attack his physical appearance. Billy is a nervous wreck and easily gets jumpscared at literately anything. A couple of dudes say that they should bring him to his table because he's their "homie", but Billy knows what the real outcome is to be spilled out. Billy starts sweating as he feels peer pressured to join in what he sees them becoming a gang of some kind in the coming days. Billy just ignores them and walks away. 

 As Billy is leaving, just minding his business, one of the kids named Chandler starts running to him and angrily asks "What the heck you think you're going? I thought you were cool with us, but you decide to just walk the fuck off?" Billy starts to start shivering from his spine down to his calf. "You're coming with us and going to not betray our asses and stab our backs, you hear me?" James demands. Billy nods slowly and then starts walking with the crew and comes to each lunch with them. Billy physically feels like a man, but feels manipulated in his mind. "What, you scared?" Chandler snarls at Billy and his crew laughs at him and even mock his sadness. Billy feels like he's being manipulated by the gang, so he starts tearing up and Chandler doesn't even care, but instead, calls him a cry baby. Billy is very hurt and starts to panic inside, thinking that nobody truly cares about him and want to see him miserable like this. Time goes by and lunch ends and school continues on.

 When Billy gets home, his parents don't realize he is depressed, but they see him down. "What's wrong with you this time son?" His dad rolls his eyes, expecting to hear to something retarded from his own son. Billy responds with, "Just leave me alone". "Don't talk to your father like that," his mom demands, "he asked you a question, we expect an answer." "I don't want to talk about it right now." Billy says as he sits on the couch, having that sad mad expression on his face. "Go to your room, we don't want to see you like this in here." his mom insists. Billy then gets up off the couch, walks upstairs and slams the door very hard. His fathers runs upstairs and forcefully yanks the doors wide open and yells at Billy. "YOU'RE NOT GOING TO ACT LIKE THIS IN OUR OWN HOME, YOU HEAR ME? WE'RE GETTING TIRED OF YOU ACTING LIKE A BUFFOON IN THIS HOUSE." "I'M NOT ACTING LIKE A BAF-FUCKING-FOON DAD!" Billy angrily replies back. "NOW YOU SWEAR AT MY FACE, I'M GOING TO TREAT YOU BACK!" His father abusively whips him, unforgivably damaging him. Billy got a scar on the left side of his chin where everyone could see it. His father abusively demands him to not leave his room until they say. Who knows how long that will be?

 Billy gets on his bed and lays on his front. "Why does nobody understand me?" Billy grumbles, sounding like a sick goblin. "Everybody assumes I'm this and I'm that, why can't anybody take their time actually figure what's wrong with me? I guess I'm too bad for this beautiful world, I want to show people who I really am, but nobody's going to believe me and stick what they've seen and what they've heard about me. I'm never going to be happy ever again." Billy starts thinking about all the bad things people bring upon his entire existence and even believes that his family is toxic. Billy then silently whispers to himself "i give up." Billy starts to feel very sad and drained from all the negativity. Billy finally decides to fall asleep, hoping he wouldn't wake back up alive.