It all started with a dare

Chapter 7-A new start -TW self harm-

im lying in bed with jack sitting next to me and i just look into his eyes and i dont see anything anymore its like the spark we had is no longer there hes just not the person he used to be anymore i turn to him and say "Look i dont know what this relationship is anymore i feel like we have lost the spark we had when we first got together and i dont know what to do anymore" he replies with "Yes i know ive just been busy with stuff and im sorry i really am" i say "Do you think we should just stay friends because i dont wanna lose you" he says " Yeah i think we should and i dont wanna lose you either" he turns and kisses me one last time before i run to the bathroom and ball my eyes out he hears me and knocks on the door i say "Give me a second" he says " i know your crying in there Bella you dont need to be scared to cry in front of me you know" i open the door and he comes in and sits with me i pull my sleves down to hide my self harm scars i had just done he says "You gonna be fine bella im always gonna be here no matter what" the blood starts to fall on the floor and jack notices he says "Bella why is there blood on the floor" i say " Its nothing" he pulls my sleves up and sees my full arm covered in blood he sits there and just looks at me i say "Why are you looking at me like that" he says "Why...why did you do this" i start to panic and breathe heavy and start to hav a panic attack he grabs the bandages and wraps my arms up he says " Make sure to come to me if it needs changing" i say "A-Alright! while breathing heavy i tell him that i needed to go and see someone and i grab my stuff and leave i see my friend and shes with a boy hes tall wears a hat a football jacket and tracky bottems and nike shoes i walk up to my friend and say "Hi lily" she runs over to me and we both fall to the floor and laugh our heads off  lily gets up and he walks over and puts his hand out for me to get up i grab his hand it was warm and soft i let go as soon as i get up he pulls his phone out and checks the time he said to the gang "Guys i gotta go" we all say bye and me and lily go with him we all go to the park and lily goes onto the circle swing and me and him chill on the climbing frame we introduce ourselvs he says "Im robert" i say "Im Ella" he offers me a tab which we both split so he has half and i have half he puts on his playlist and we both vibe to one song and that one song was Clasic by MKTO and from then on life was great we went to the river and he scared the life out of me and i scared the life out of him life went on and we met up a few times alone and from there things got better eventually we ended up getting together we went on little adventures and it came to a point where we were alone on a bridge and he stood in front of me and looked over me and we ended up kissing and life was great and halloween came round the corner i was chucky he was slightly chucky lily was a clown and leo was just leo we took a lot of photos and videos and the days came on and life got better and better i met his mam and his sister i already knew his brother because he goes to my school and ive known him since year 9 because me ellie kelsey him and david used to get the bus together we went to his house a lot of times and it was great we cuddled kissed and chilled and life got better from there