I thought you were the one.
I did
I wanted to
But I wasn't myself.
I was eaten by self-pity.
Had no permanent work,
Had a lot of responsibilities passed on
The time just ain't right
I don't think I can handle you in my life that time.
I know I can't reciprocate your efforts at that time,
and I can't be selfish,
To let you stay when I don't even know when will I be able to collect myself.
That's what I was thinking.
So I let you go and be free.
You distanced yourself.
You told me that you would,
And I did not even do anything about it,
To prevent you from going away.
To prevent us from drifting apart.
Still, part of me wanted you to stay,
A part of me believed that you would still wait for me.
To be ready and will hold your hands eventually.
Coz you said so. You said you'll wait for me.
that we'll take things slowly.
But I guess, everything were just empty words,
Or you just got tired halfway?
I can't blame you.
Loving me is never easy. It never was.
Regardless, I sincerely wish for your happiness.
I hope you are happy with the girl you are with right now.
