Chris's POV:
Last month was Matt's birthday. I'm kinda upset that he had to spend it helping me to stop crying. God I'm such a wimp. I hate myself. The only thing stopping me from killing myself is Matt. My amazing boyfriend. How can someone like him love someone like me? But he does make me happy. He treats me like an equal.
Right now Matt is at Florida visiting his sick aunt. He's staying there to help her out. I know that he has to spend time with other people too, not just me all the time but I haven't heard from him since he left which was last week. I miss him so much. I cry myself to sleep every night. I'm home alone because his aunt is actually his mothers sister so they both went. I insisted staying home since I didn't know his family. I really miss Matt. Why can't he just answer my texts and calls?
~a year and a half later~
Matt finally comes home but because he never answered my texts or calls I found someone else. We're in my room on the bed making out. Matt walks in and cries. I pull away from William who's my new boyfriend "Will can you leave so I can talk to him alone?" I ask my boyfriend. He walks out and goes home. I pull Matt to sit beside me "Matt, you've ignored me for a year and a half. You saw my texts but you never replied. You know how much that hurts me?" I ask him and also start crying.
"Chris I told you I would come home. Why are you cheating on me with Will?" He asks me, clearly heartbroken
"Maybe because he's the only one I had. He was there to protect me. Unlike you. I don't even want to be with you anymore because of you ignoring me. I didn't even know if you were dead or alive Matt!" I stand up but what he says next really broke my heart
"Leave" he tells me.
"What?"
"We're not together so I don't want you here anymore"
"Matt don't do this. Please. You know I have no where to go"
"Oh well. You have until tonight to get out of here with your stuff" he says cold heartedly
As I'm packing all my stuff, I find a picture of him and I cuddling on the couch "Matt can I keep this please?" I ask him still crying
"Yea. Take all of our pictures. I don't want them" and with that he just puts them all in my suit case.
I look at him "Matt please let me stay. I'll go in the guest room and I'll never talk to you. Please" I say but he just points to the door.
I leave and sit on the property and it starts raining. Just my luck. I grab my jacket and put it on. I look for a picture of me and Matt kissing in the rain.
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*Flash back to that memory*
Matt and I were walking home from our dinner date. It started off as a nice and sunny day but as we were walking home, it started raining and I got cold. We were just a few minutes away from our house. Matt noticed how cold I was so he toke his jacket off and put it around my shoulders. I smile up at him, feeling special "I don't want you getting sick" he says right before he kisses me sweetly. We continue walking home together and I feel Matt wrap his arm around my waist to keep me even warmer. I've never felt so loved in my life. That's the day I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. That he was my soulmate and I never wanted to be away from him.
*end of flashback*
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"I love you Matt" I whisper to myself.
I start getting freezing cold and I lay on the grass just shivering. My eyes start closing and it starts getting harder to breathe. The last thing I hear is someone shouting "CALL 9-1-1!!"~authors note~
I know this is a short chapter I'm really sorry. I didn't really have any ideas. I'll post another chapter tomorrow hopefully that's longer than this
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Perfect for each other (ON HOLD)
RomanceHere there's a 16 year old boy named Matthew and a 17 year old boy named Christopher. Christopher and Matthew have been dating for two years. Chris lives with Matt and they couldn't be happier together (Contains smut and self harm and mentions about...