Markhyuck oneshots💚

Break Up; Love

So let me tell u beforehand, I'm writing this while I'm in bad mood. You will find more grammar mistakes and typos later. Thanks now that I've done writing this, my emotions are slowly better bc I cried XD

Please don't read this if you don't like heavy angst :')

Two adult men sat in the living room facing each other. The eldest keeps letting out a heavy sigh while the younger one fiddles with his fingers as he keeps his head low. 

"I don't know what to do with you anymore, Haechan-ah… I guess this is the end" 

Haechan immediately raises his head and stares at Mark in disbelief, sad and broken.

"Hyung, can't you give me one more chance?" With teary eyes, Haechan begged Mark who was unwilling to glance at the younger. 

"No! You've broken all of your promises saying that you will never do it again, yet here we are… already at our point where this relationship won't be able to go on" 

Mark didn't want to cry, however, tears still fell on his cheek. He quickly wipes it away with the back of his hand. 

He smiles bitterly at Haechan who is already crying out loud. Mark's weakness is Lee Haechan. He is one of Mark's biggest weaknesses. 

"Hyung… I... I love you, and I know you love me too. I promise you, this will be the last time. Please…" Haechan kneels in front of Mark with his head leaning on Mark's knee. 

It will be a lie if Mark says that he doesn't love Haechan even after the younger one has broken his heart numerous times. It was all because he was weak! He was weak with Haechan's plea every single time the younger cheat behind him. 

He caught Haechan cheating behind him 4 times. The last time, it happened exactly last night. He found out Haechan was dating another man who worked at the same place as Haechan. 

Mark keeps asking himself, why did Haechan cheat behind him? Is all his money, love, and time given to Haechan is not enough?! 

Mark knew if he still insisted on letting Haechan together with him, in the end, it would be him who suffered the most. 

"Sorry, Lee Haechan but this is my last decision. I'm terribly sorry that I have never been a good partner for you. From now on, you are free to do whatever you want. No one can stop you from doing anything you feel like. There will no longer be stopping you, scolding you. You should be happy that we are over now" 

Mark utter with a straight look. He didn't even stutter when he spoke. His words are like a knife stabbing into Haechan's heart. 

Mark lifts Haechan's face to look at him. Two pairs of eyes staring at each other with complicated emotions in them. 

Slowly Mark closes the distance between their faces. He places a gentle kiss on Haechan's forehead, cheeks, nose, and lastly lips. 

"This is my last kiss for you. I will never forget all the great moments we have spent together. You are my first love and the only one who dares to break my heart like this. Goodbye, my love, hope we will never meet again"

After saying his last words, Mark left the house where they kept all their happy and sad memories. 

Haechan is still crying and it becomes louder as time passes. He was hit by all the words, and memories they have made. 

"I'm so sorry hyung… this is the only way for us to be apart. I want you to forget about me… be happy with your new life. I hope we will meet again in the next life. I want you to hate me but… I don't know what to do. Now... Now we no longer need each other. I'm relieved" 

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6 months have passed yet Mark still can't forget someone who keeps hurting him before. The sweet smile, the cute giggle, the mischievous behavior, and that honey-like voice that became his favorite music was what he missed. 

He also misses the other warm hugs and kisses. He wants to ignore all the emptiness he faced but it was so hard for him. 

He has been with Haechan for almost 4 years. They spent all their free time being with each other. 

Now that they no longer have any relationship between them, Mark couldn't help but keep all of Haechan's photos and videos on his laptop. 

Today is no exception. Mark sat in the living room while watching television alone. He hugged his knees as he tried to imagine that warm hug he used to have with Haechan. 

Suddenly he receives a call from Johnny. 

"Dude, let's send him home together" 

Standing in front of the grave, Mark didn't show any emotion on his face. He waited until the others left the cemetery before he knelt in front of the gravestone. 

He caressed the gravestone softly as if he was caressing his lover's head. Tears fell on his cheek and he didn't even wipe it. 

"Haechan ah… how are you? It doesn't hurt anymore, right? I'm sorry I didn't see you the last time. Why…" Mark pauses as he takes a deep breath. 

"Why didn't you tell me about your cancer? You should tell me… if I knew earlier, I would never want to break up with you! I want to take care of you! You are so heartless, baby. I love you… so much that it hurts me more knowing that I couldn't beg you to be with me. I want to follow you but I know you will be mad at me, right? 

I will fulfill your wish… I will live long but I will never choose to be with someone else other than you. I will come here to visit you every day, okay? I hope I can see you in my dream tonight" Mark chuckled. He touches the gravestone one last time before placing a gentle kiss on top of it. 

At this moment, winds gently brush Mark's cheek. Mark was stunned. Just now, he feels as if someone pecks his cheek the moment the wind brushes over his face. 

Mark quickly looked around him. He touches his left cheek where he feels he was kissed just now. 

"Lee Haechan… you are so naughty" soft smile is displayed on Mark's cold face. 

Thank you for reading💗