Never till the end of dawn

Chapter 10

Shorly after we got back, we apparently landend back in my room. And when looking at everyting finally makes me feel that we're fully back home, to our time that is. Giedion grabbed ahold of my wrist. Instinctively I pulled back, but his grip did'nt losen, In fact all it was even being good for is making that grip tighter. 

"I'm not letting you get away this time" He said breaking the silence. 

" To were exactly genius" I bit back " It's not like I travelled back Intentionally"

"It's getting harder to belive anything that comes out of your mouth" He says. As he did, I coud'nt fail to notice that a glimpse of a side of his personally that I've never realized is showing. That scared boy, who is used to being the golden one, and yet dreading a life Imagining without it. 

He used that momentum to reach in his back pock to grab something. A device. That looks oddly way too fimiliar like a clock, more of smaller side like a pocket watch. He pressed some button, and the next thing I heard were blaring footsteps. To my dibilef and horror, I could feel my self being put into sleep by some needle.

I guess they always say that the best way to trick a fool is to let them think that they are tricking you, but the rather confusing part of the concept is when you let them think that they are tricking you and yet you think that you are tricking them, and so if they know it. Wouldn't you become the fool. Because they let you think that you were tricking them but in reality they did. Some say that life is like a game, but if there is anything that I personally could add to the saying, it would certianly be the fact that it's simply chaotic, and dangerous. At times you stop right in front of the finish line. And what, you don't push yourself to go any further because getting there was a strenous journey, almost to a point in which you are confused and are unable to just see clearly and locate the finsh line. Truthfully, that is what my life revolves around. Being soo close to freedom and getting everything that I wanted, what I envied for soo long this time-traveller gene. And Yet when I got it, my life still feels incomplecte, like half of my heart is missing. My heart ached just for that feeling to go away, to finally just be happy. The world breaking question is don't we all? All want to just be happy I mean. 

Suddently I felt my self gaining back conciousness. My eyelids are still closed shut because of the sleeeping dose and I guess I'm just tired in general. Of all of this. I admit, I wanted this gene soo badly, and now, when I have it , I kinda wish things could possibly go back to normal. Just to a point of life In which i did'nt have to worry are my mum's safety for whatever she did. Back to the time in which all I had to worry about is boys and school.  But it's too late for that. I willed my eyelids to open.

Unfortinutely, to my inconvience, willing something dos'nt nesseraly mean that I can or most relatively. do it with no strugle at all. My eyes kept fluttering. And when my eyes finally opened, the first person that I saw is mum, and another women standing next to her.

"oh gweneth" she whispered out. Suddendly the door banged open. 

"The DNA results came back" falk said. I was compleatly frozen, this can't be.  But I also rembered that I have to be as emotionless as possible, meaning by all ends I must not let my face betray me. With that being said, my face was just puerly blank.

"Tatiana" Falk started again. Kinda odd of how he is nervous about all this "she's not your daughter isn't she?" I must have heard it wrong.

"What" I stammered "What did you say". Then I looked towards my mom. Her face went pale, as if all the blood somehow gushed out of her body and yet she lives. 

"mum" I said. The words tasted bitter in my mouth, for the fact that she might not be my mum. Oh god, and then what about my real parents. They must still be part of the time-traveller bloodline, but maybe I'm actually a montrose "Is it true?" I asked her in a slight whimper.

"Only I saw the parientiy and test and you are likely to be her aunt, I got chourious and I tested it with my DNA as well, and you know what I found" Falk says.

"Stop" mum says.

"It's fine I won't tell anyone, and I'm sure grace won't eaither" Falk looked towards the other women who I assume is Grace.

"wait, are you saying that your my father" words just came bluntly out of my mouth towards Falk. Oh my god, he better not be my father.

"No, nothing like that" He said instincitively.

"Then" I questioned him further, waiting for him to go on.

"Did you sleep with lucy" Grace asked.

"No" he said again instivently. "I would never do that to my little brother, what I mean is I found out that I'm likely her uncle".

I fell silent. Lucy, and Paul. I've heard their names before. Somewhere and yet I cannot recall where. but I guess the only way to see what the future has in store for me is to live it, to experience it, to finally know. 

Author's note: 953 words! Well the story's going along. I'm planning to write a chapter every day, and publish it when I have about 5 votes ish on a chapter. For the next chapter, I'll update once I have 3 votes on this chapter. Guys please vote, It's my motivation these day.