Thank you guys for 32 reads I honestly didn't even think it would be 1 read on this book but thank you very much.. I love every single one of you
Your name will be Mayrah in this imagine
TW: If you feel like this is a topic u dont want to think about or something then just skip this imagine. Since there are use of words like suicide and self harm.
Enjoy!
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-Mayrah's POV-
"Ur ugly"
"Just kill yourself already"
"Bless us by ur death pls"
I know Justin said i shouldn't be reading those comments but i can't help it as i scroll more down.
"whore"
"Your a gold digger"
Okay that one really hurt, i thought as a tear trickled down my face and soon more came. The only thing i never was and are is a gold digger. I don't use Justin nor do I even think about doing so.
I soon stopped going through those nasty comments and went to the bathroom to fix my face since i had mascara running down and my makeup was all ruined, I didn't see my face but i know for sure that happened.
Once i entered the bathroom i saw myself in the mirror and let me tell you that face wasn't the most prettiest. I tried not to think about it and started to put some makeup remover on a cotton pad and started removing the makeup. When i was done doing so and started to put my skin care products away i came across something that brought back a tons of memories which i never wanted to think of again, when i was suicidal.
A few years back before me and Justin started dating i hated every single thing about my entire life, i just wanted to die so i used to self harm
I never had a fatherly figure in my life either since he died when i was three, and because of that my mom paased away a few months later and since then justin's mom Pattie has been there. Pattie is like a mother to me.
Anyways i slowly and hesitantly grabbed the razor out of the cabinet and looked at the metal shining in my hand while i look at it and slowly outline it on my hand. I take my sleeve of justins hoodie up and go near the wall and sit down on the floor and start to drag the razor on my skin.
I've got quite alot scars now and when im on the next one i get distracted by the front door opening and cut a deeper cut in my hand which cause alot of blood to drip out.
I quickly stand up and go to the sink turn on the water and put my arm under the tap and just watch the blood disappearing away from my arm and the burning feeling linger in my arm.
"Babe Im home" i hear justin say from downstairs
But i'm suddenly feeling way to dizzy to answer back and just colapse on the floor while the water is still running.
The last thing i remember is justin opening the bathroom door before everything goes black.
-Justin's POV-
I'm finally home from such a long day from job. I can finally come home and cuddle my baby. This part of the day has to be my favorite.
When I lock up the door and say "Babe I'm home" im met up with silence. thats wierd since usually whenever i come home my baby Mayrah always comes running to hug and kiss me.
"Baby where r u?" still no response
i checked the living room and the kitchen and thats the two places where she basically lives, but she's not here. I went upstairs and heard the sink open which mean she probably is in the bathroom in our room. I started walking in our room and then called her again but still got no response.
okay shes scaring me now. i try to knock on the door and call her name but she still didnt open
"Mayrah Grace Davis open the door now"
I tried to open the door and it was unlocked. i went inside and saw my babygirl on the floor with blood dripping out from her arm and the sink on with a blade on the floor and immedeatly knew what she did.
I thought she stopped with that.
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