Him | (Peter Parker x male reader x Avengers)

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NO WAY HOME- SPOILER FREE review
So, omg what a movie. It's such a well made movie the characters and story are amazing. If you haven't seen it PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO. Honestly i've never cried so hard before in a cinema. Please go see it, it was such a good movie.

(also this universe in which the story is set is weird, so like let's just say civil war happened and then liek teh avengers stayed together)

"we're here" peter said sighing. Peter knocked on the door. "PETER!" "OHH IM GONNA KI- hi y/n." she quickly lowered her voice as she opened the door. She smiled obviously annoyed. You were both confused as to why she was angry. "Y/n, could you leave ne and Peter for just one second." she said grabbing Peter and closing the door. You heard murmured shouting. You heard little snippets "JUST A CALL...." "LEAVING...." and "ITS GONNA GET." and "ALL...CUTS....BLOOD." The door then opens. You saw peter standing there looking scolded and May with a big smile. "Hi May." you said nervously. "Come in Come in." she said allowing you in. "Peter, i have a few errands to run, but em, i have no dinner made so em i think we're gonna eat out em thai?" May siad "Yeah sure." Peter replied. "Y/n? Thai?" she asked. "Em he has a thing." peter quickly said. "I'd be delighted, thanks you." you added. "Ok?" May said confused as she grabbed her bag. "Rights kids be good, i'll be back in a while." she said leaving. When she closed the door you immediately said, "Why didn't you want me coming to dinner?" you said smirking as you went closer to him and wrapped your arms around him. "I'm just nervous." he said. "nervous for what?" you asked. "I want to tell her." he said. "About us?" you were confused. "No i wanted to tell her tonight that i'm half gay." he chuckled. "Oh. Pete if you need to be alone i can go home." you said swaying left to right. "No i actually think it would be better if you were there." he smiled coming closer to your face. He went in for a kiss but you pulled back. "You want to do it in the restaurant?" you asked. "Why not?" he said gong in for a kiss again. You pulled back again. He grunted. You laughed going in for a kiss. Your lips smacked. His lips were cold and took you by surprise. Getting out of the kiss he smirked. He then pushed you on his couch. "Peter wtf" you said having a shock from the sudden push. Peter then got on top of you, kissing and mawling on your neck and lips. He started biting your neck and lips although not sore. "Peter what this came out of nowhere." you moaned. He took his head up. "Free house,home alone." he smirked. "Peter i can't get anymore hickeys." you said pushing him up. He grunted going in again to your neck. "i mean it." you pushed him up again. He groaned getting off you. "Sorry." he said. You gave in to peters aura and you couldn't stop yourself. "What are you doing?" Pete asked as you got on top of him. "Fuck it." you said kissing him. The feeling of your tongues hitting off eachother drive you insane. You quickly went to his neck it drove you absolutely inane to hear him moan. You took his shirt off. Peter was confused as you were in control right now and you were going for it. His abs and chest again took your breath away. Moving your hand down his chest, your cold hands made Peter lose his mind, the amount of pleasure he got from a single touch. You kissed his chest. He took your head up. "My turn." he said taking your shirt off. He kissed your chest and torso. Your face was going red. Just then Peter picked you up. You wrapped your legs around him and he brought you to his bedroom. Throwing you on his bed, he again kissed your chest and your neck up to your lips. His bed was small so there wasn't much space to be able to move around but it made you feel closer to him. As he took out of the kiss you both looked at eachother. You both wondered if you should go farther. Was it the time to do it, would you both be able to do it. You both could sense each other's anxiety. Peter slowly kissed your lips one more time signally it was ok that you both didn't have to go further. It wasn't the right time. The idea of being alone just got you both all giddy and hot. You felt as though you let Peter down, but you obviously didn't. You both didn't want to go further but you felt as if you needed to. You slowly put on your shirt and so did Peter. You sat on the end he of Peters bed, you were so anxious for no reason. "You ok?" Peter asked you. You turned to face him. You shrugged. "Come 'ere" Peter said signalling his hand beside him. You slowly made your way to lie beside him. You laid down on his shoulder. He then placed his head on your head. "This is new for both of us, ok? We don't know how to do this type a stuff. We just need to take our time,ok?" he assured you kissing your hair. "It's not that simple. I've gone through this scenario a million times in my head, but it's not the same. I want this to be perfect." you frowned. Peter sighed. "It's us y/n it's not going to be perfect." he said moving his head and placing his hand on your scalp. "I know but...ughh." you groaned. "i prefer it like this, we don't have to rush, we can figure what's right, just let it flow. If we do everything too quickly i'm scared it will dry out ye know?" Peter said caressing yiru scalp. "I'm sorry, I just....i don't even know." you said moving over and sinking your face into Peters chest, him still caressing your head. "Rember that morning when we watched star wars and you fell asleep here." Peter smiled. You turned. "Oh yeah, wow i think that was when i realised i liked you." you said smiling. "really?" Peter smiled. You nodded moving in closer to him. He kissed your head. There was a pause where you were both silent just embracing one another. "Do Ned and Mj know." you asked suddenly. "About us? peter replied confused. "No, i mean ye know, your fruity" you chuckled. Peter let out a little laugh and quickly went emotionalless. "no" he stated. You could feel him get tense. "That's ok." you hugged him tighter. "Again Pete, you know you do at your own pace, right?" you said. He nodded. "What you wanna do?" you asked softly. He shrugged humming "idk". You could tell you mentioning coming out made him anxious. "Ye know what, i'll make some coffee or something and we just lie in bed." you tried to make him feel a little better. He gave a little smile trying to make you feel better. It was a game of pleasing the other. As you got up to go to the kicthen, Peter grabbed your arm. "Can i go out?" he asked you. You were confused.  "Be spider-man for liek an hour?" he asked you with big puppy dog eyes. "Pete you don't need my permission." you smiled. "So if i just swinger off without telling you leaving you here, you'd be ok?" he asked sarcastically. You smirked. "Yeah ok, just get home before May gets back just incase cause that would be awkward." you said moving closer to Peter. "Don't be too long." you said kissing him slightly. He then quickly got changed into his suit. As you watched him in his suit, you realised that spider-man must be a coping mechanism for him. He needs to clear his head so he's going out. You were going to have to get used to Peter doing this as you remembered how many times Peter disappeared. He put on his mask and his eye pieces adjusted. You thought he looked really sexy in his suit. "You look good." you said. "Thanks." he said awkwardly, you could tell he was blushing. "I'll see you later ok?" you said opening the window for him. "Bye." he said awkwardly before leaving through the window. You sat down on the couch in his apartment. It was weird, you were the only one in the apartment. You yearned to see Peter again so you put on the tv to distract yourself. The news was on. Another terrible event. You sighed. There was so much wrong with the world, You guessed that was why the avengers was a thing. You wanted to be a hero with the avengers, but like Peter, no one can know it's you. Also they all insisted you get an education before becoming an avenger. You flicked the channels hoping for some shit to just grasp your attention. You flicked and flicked. Nothing. You sighed throwing the tv remote onto the couch. You got and explored the apartment. You just wandered around looking at table tops and the cutlery and occasional pictures of Peter when he was younger. One picture caught your eye. It was a picture of A Younger May and a very young Peter, he looked about 3. It reminded you how close they were and how little Peter lost his parents. Yet although he lost everything, he still helps people. You really liked him, you thought he was the nicest person to exist. Exploring more, you saw the bathroom. You suddenly had the urge to have a shower as you stunk and didn't want to be like taht while having dinner with Pete and May. You knew Peter wouldn't mind so you grabbed a towel from the hot press and stripped to enter the shower. The water was warm. The nice warm, the calming warm. You washed yourself. Peter surprisingly owned a number of nice products. The shower had make you calmer and you were relaxed. Getting out of teh shower you dried yourself slowly. Wrapping your towel around your waist you searched for other clothes. You put on the trousers you were wearing but your shirt was dirty. You put on