Heartbreak girl || Ashton Irwin 5sos

Ch 11

When I wake up in the morning, I was really confused. I don't remember anything at all except for dancing with Luke and the fight me and Ashton had... that's about it, but after that everything went blank.

I notice that I'm in I and Ashton's hotel room. I look down at my clothes and it was ripped in weird places and that I was missing one of my heels, what the hell happened I thought. I look around the room and see light bursting through the curtains, letting me know that it was late in the afternoon. And then I notice Ashton was sleeping in a chair beside my bed.

I jumped a little, a little scared at the sight of him, I don't know why he was here I know I remembered everything he did though. But when I jumped he must have heard me because his eyes open, and he sits up immediately.

"Ashton what are you doing here?" I ask quietly, avoiding contact, but that was pretty hard to do.

"Katie, do you remember anything from last?" Ashton asks, with worry in his face.

"I remember the fight we had but after that everything went blank" I reply, still avoiding eye contact. "Did I get drunk?" That made the most sense cause I felt like shit, but alcohol doesn't make you forget everything it just makes everything blurry and confusing.

"Well... We were at the bar and some creep drugged your drink," Ashton explains, he was trying to stay calm at what he was saying, worried on how I would react. "I found you in the bathroom, thank God I stopped him before he could do anything," Ashton continues, looking relieved.

I didn't know what the hell to think, I was confused and scared, disgusted and I didn't know how it happened, why would it happen.

"Are you okay?" Ashton asks, I don't answer because I wasn't sure if I was or not.

"Please don't tell anyone, you're the only one that knows right...?"

"Yea" he replies, but I could tell he was lying.

"Ash..." I groan, "you know not to lie to me, who else knows?"

"Michael" he replies, If it's just Michael then I'm fine with it I guess, but I had talk to Ashton about what happened last night with th- that girl. He can't just act like nothing happened.

"Ashton we need to talk.." I say. Trying to hold back tears. "You can't just act like nothing happened"

"I know and I'm sorry what can I do to make it up too you I'm so sorry Katie you don't know how sorry I am!" He replies. "I made a terrible mistake and I would do anything to get you back I promise I won't do it again" Ashton yells.

"How do I know you won't do it again, you say you're sorry and everything, but I don't want to get hurt again..." I say tears rolling down my cheek.

"Because I love you Katie and I'm sorry please forgive me I miss you and I don't want to loose you" he says. I dont know what to say do I forgive him and just forget anything happened, or do I move on I don't know...

"Ashton I still need time okay" I reply. "okay beautiful" he says kissing my cheek, leaving the hotel room. I wish I could just forgive him but it's not that easy, I still felt like shit but I didn't want to stay inside all day so I didn't know what to do, might as well change I was still wearing a ripped up dress.

I decide to wear jeans and one of Ashton's shirt, yea I know why would I,but I didn't care, and combat boots. I also took his beanie maybe he won't notice. I don't think I will be seeing any of the guys today because they have to Practice before they perform tonight. Honestly I didn't want to go.

As I was in the elevator my phone started to ring, my mom obviously. Decline. I wasn't in the mood. I had to much to deal with right now, I saw the guys standing in the lobby. Why I thought to myself, I was trying really hard to avoid them.