Always going to be in love with you (book 1)

Chapter 2: Jonathan

I felt my eyes start to flutter open, "Estoy aquí bebe" I heard Lin say and scoot his chair closer. my eyes fully opened and I looked over and saw adorable, oversized Puerto-Rician Koala sitting beside my bed side with a releaved smile on his face.  "L-Linnamon?" I said, my voice raw from not being used for a while, "do you think the surgery worked?" I asked smiling like crazy. the smile faded from his face and Lin set a hand on my thigh as tears started to flow down Lin's cheeks.

I saw his hand there. but I couldn't feel. I couldn't feel it. "Baby, I'm so so sorry. their was complications, and well, the doctor said that your know paralyzed from your chest down," Lin explained. I felt the tears burn in the back of my eyes, my career was over, I'll never walk on stage and sing 'You'll Be Back' again. I'll never run down the hall into Lin's arms again.

"don't cry baby, you'll be King George again," Lin said finally wrapping his arms around me. "h-how?" I sobbed. "it's something called, 'you are the greatest King George so I rewrote the entire script while you were in a coma for a week'" Lin said. that made me cry even harder, I freaking adore being King George, Lin wrote the roll for me, and I can't imagine not being the Sassy King (or as the Hamilcast lovingly refer to our boy George, SQG standing for Sassy Queen George)

"Lin kissed me gently and I felt his heart beat against my side. "I know this is going to be hard bebé, but I'll never leave you, I'll never do that to you. I'll be by your side through all this shit and I'll do whatever I can to help you... your the strongest person I know and I can't imagine my life with out you... I love you Jonathan Drew Groff," Lin said. "I love you to Lin-Manuel Miranda," I said.

I was devistated, but I felt like I could get through this, Lin and I could get through this together. in the past when I had had surgery's, Lin had always taken time off work to help me recover, he always had done whatever it takes for me to be comfortable, like going out to walmart at 3 am to get more pillows to put around me because my back pain was to horrible or just simply making food, he has always been their for me when I needed him, and with this, we'll just have to take a little more time to recover as much as I can and he'll just have to do a little more then normal.