FILES 2

outshine

"MAMAMOO HWASA!! AND MAMAMOO!!" The MC of the award show MAMA called the group.

They all stepped into the flatform and is being raised up by it to the stage.

Solar got their trophy and wheein step a back a little to let Hwasa get hers then they all lined up like usual

Solar, their leader gave speech and then let the members play a little before they all go back behind the stage.

Because of the current situation they can't go and party to celebrate their win so they just parted ways.

Hyejin comes in her apartment where all she can see is darkness.

Two trophies on her hand she sighed and placed them on her kitchen counter.

Then she slowly loosed her strength she just sat down on the floor crying.

She lost track of time while crying

She didn't heard the door being opened, namjoon comes in and a heart breaking scene welcomes him

Hyejin crouching on the floor sobbing hard , the only light that is opened is the dim lighting on the living room making just enough light to see hyejin.

She's still in her outfit from the award show earlier.

They saw each other but of course they can't interact and just bowed at each other when they crossed their paths

He saw what happened earlier. She nearly cried the first time she received her award.

And then the second one...

He already saw their fans raging over what Mnet just did. They didn't give hyejin the time  she deserve and just let her receive the award together with the award for their group.

Because of how soft hearted and humble hyejin is, she didn't gave her speech even if she can. Her unnies and wheein offered but she declined. She don't want to outshine them she wants them to have the same shine like always.

Namjoon walked slowly and kneeled behind her before hugging her and rocking her slowly

Sushing her gently

"It's okay babe. It's okay." He said and her sobbing just got harder

She faced him and she buried her face to his chest hugging him tightly.

He held her and made her stand up he carried her to the couch and he lets her sit on his lap as she cry

He held her hair back away from her face.

"I...i love my members so much but it hurts to be treated like this " she said while still crying

"Im sorry love. I am so sorry you have to feel this " he said

"All i could do is to look at my trophy and wave. I don't want to outshine my members because i want us all to be in the same lever but it hurts so much that I don't know what to complain with. " She said

He wiped her tears

"I feel so sorry for my members for also being in that kind of situation. They might felt so bad for me even if they don't have to" she said

He sighed and then cupped her face gently on his both hands

"It's not your fault. It's that shit ass Mnet's fault. We both know how they always do us dirty. So please stop crying because it makes my heart hurt when i see you cry " he said wiping her tears

"You are the sweetest, most gentle, loving caring and humble person i have ever known in my whole existence here on earth, you have done nothing wrong and i know that what your feeling is valid, it is okay to feel that way since you love your members so much like a true sisters.but please never say that it's your fault because you did nothing wrong. My baby never did anything wrong to hurt other people ."