Random stories i wanted to type out

...Breakup??

The day he dumped me was the worst day of my existance.

he had been distant for a couple days, and he seemed sad. in 6th hour we were passing notes like we usually do 

M:You okay?

J: yea

i paused not wanting to even ask him this

M:Are WE ok?

J:...Maybe

i was so scared at that point i couldnt beleive this was happening

M:what do you mean maybe??

M: what do you want to breakup??

he passed the note back to me with tears fresh in his eyes

J: its not you its me

J:im so so very sorry

i couldnt breathe, i was a mess. i was crying and trying to catch my breath without anyone noticing. Jaisen noticed and looked at me concernly.

"you okay Maya?"

i shook my head and realized i couldnt talk to i tyoed out what haend in the search bar of my phone. he watched me cry as he put a hand on my shoulder.

I wanted a reason, if he doent love me anymore, i want to know why

all his friends gave me the same answer

"he doent feel hes good enough for you"