Behind The Cameras || b t s x reader (DISCONTINUED)

14

Revon:

Before anything went overboard, I had pulled back, remembering about a certain brunette, with heart lips.

I had left Yoongi without saying any word, he didn't call me or anything though, probably still settling about what had just happened.

I could feel the guilt consuming me slowly but at a quick speed at the same time..?

I feel so bad for Hoseok, he's an angel whom I certainly don't want to hurt.

What the heck took over me?

After a few minutes from the kiss I had shared, we were supposed to get back on road, as the manager had called me and told me.

We all quickly pack our stuff, I help Jisoo pack her bag as she was busy filming the boys.

At this point, I asked myself if I should just work as Jisoo's and Beomgyu's assistant because they both were so busy filming that they practically never had the chance to do something on their own.

Even though I didn't have a camera with me if there were any scenes I wanted to capture I would simply do it on my phone and send it to the Jisoo so that she could add them into the main clips on her laptop.

I'm sitting outside, taking in the heat of the sun, as we all wait for a while till everyone's ready

I'd noticed how Hobi had become quieter than his usual self this morning, but I hadn't given much thought about it.

As I was waiting for them Jisoo comes and sits beside me.

"Hey, how'd it work out?", I ask about her and Beomgyu.

She gives me a big smile with her eyes practically shining, "He said that we should take things slow for now because he feels like I'm still not over my ex. But he said he'd help me, and that he'll ask me to become his girlfriend when the right time comes", she says excitedly and I could see she was genuinely happy.

"That's good. I'm glad things worked out", she smile and close her eyes for a moment, loving the heat attacking her with the cold weather.

"So, don't think I haven't seen the way your mood has changed, what happened?", she raises her eyebrows and asks as I open my eyes.

Should I tell her?

Won't she be mad..?

"Nothings wrong, I promise.."

"Yeah, and I'm Jessi..", she says and gives me an 'I know you're lying' look.

Who's Jessi..?

"Yoongi and I kissed," I blurt out, "and then I left him, and I haven't seen him since, and I feel bad for Hobi, and I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even look at him anymore."

She stares at me with shock evident on her face.

"You guys kissed...and he has a boyfriend. Revon! Oh my god! You guys kissed! And he has a boyfriend!", she yells out twice.

"I know! And I feel super bad for him! I don't know if I should tell him or something..", I say and sigh closing my eyes again.

"First of all you should talk to Yoongi about it then to Hoseok..", she tells me and continues with how I'm a nice person so I shouldn't be sad or mad about anything.

Once I see that it's 3 pm sharp, I go inside after having talked to Jisoo for almost ten minutes.

I was told that at sharp 3, we would have to leave or it would be too dark to drive at night.