Taehyung's Diary | Slow Update |

|New Hope... 🥀

Even the last hope also shattered... Everyone believed that the dead body found in Busan forest was Tae, two years ago. But the media suspected that it was not...

Everyone including Army suspected that it was Taehyung's dead body.
Because lot of truths are hidden by the money.
Because there was no way to find out about it for everyone.

Even taehyung's family also believed that body was Taehyung.

We never believed it, not for a second. But we had nothing to do with it.

May be I'm really scared to face it.
Not just me, may be we all are like that.

But our last hope was this Busan journey. We went Busan with lot of hopes in everyone's heart.

When going to the vehicle to go there, Jungkook's shining eyes.... Hobo's hopes.... Joon hyung's happiness.... Jin's impatience.... And the way yoongi hyung shouted at the boss of the company and ready to go Busan....

As we entered the house, the house had filled with our posters and albums... And the feeling that he was living there was instantly shattered.

How our hopes were dashed when we heard the words that Tae had not set foot in this house, from two years...

When I remember all of this, I just feel like I'm burning.

But in my heart, I had a hope that others didn't have.
I was hoping I could found him. Not a small hope, but a big hope. I believed that.
That's it in this diary......

I had huge hope that I would be able to find out something about him from this diary.

Because I still can't to believe, he is not in this world...
His mother could believe it, but I couldn't...

Tae bear is my soulmate...
He is the one who came to share my soul. I'm sure he does not go anywhere like that...

We are still on our way from the Busan to Seoul.

Jungkook cried like crazy until now. Now he rests his head on Jin hyung's lap and sleeps deeply I looked at everyone. Everyone felt so tired.

Why Tae...,
Why did you do this to us...?
I feel like this is all my faults.
I shouldn't have to left you alone. I should have been a little closer to you.

If that happened, then you would never be allowed to go on like this.
I took a deep breath and released. At that time, I felt someone touch my hand.
I looked at him.

He is Yoongi hyung. Yoongi remained strong with Jin hyung no matter what.

He started into my eyes for a moment and then hugged me to his chest.

I want to cry.... I know he's not telling me not to cry.... But this time, not suitable for that.
I can't cry. I can't cry at all, when everyone is clam now.

I closed my eyes. Then I felt two hands touching my hair. I know he is hyung.

But I didn't respond...

"Don't blame yourself for everything Jimina... You did nothing. We know, you did everything you could... Still doing... So don't give up hopes. Get some sleep now."

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Junkook pov-

When Jimin hyung told me that he had found my Tae, I felt happier than I had ever felt in my life.
I don't know how to describe it in words.
Like I got the most valuable thing in my life.

It's been three years since he left me.
Everyone said he was dead. But my mind didn't believe it at all.
I really didn't want to believe it.
Or maybe I was afraid to admit the truth.