drunk

changed

we moved to not deal with this,

it came right back.

we welcomed him with a hug and kiss,

but he never did change.

the idiotic and violent him we thought was gone,

came back because of beer.

it was right in front of me,

so real and scary.

i wasnt supposed to see,

him acting this way.

i know it was beer and stress,

but i was still sad.

he wasnt a drunk not obsessed,

but i still wept.

i love him and he loves me,

but these images will stick.

i decided to let it be,

and not do anything drastic over one simple mistake,

but this wasnt the first time.

we will open our arms again,

but we know that the one we thought changed didnt.

i wait in hope for him to mature,

but he might never change again. ~karlep price xx