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🥀Shame. 🥀

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Tw/ self harm, ED, shaming su¡(idę

Prompt: Sapnap and Dream are roommates and stream together sometimes Sapnap decided to stream little did he know it would possibly change him and make it his last stream..
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(Listen to Leni (crystal castles) )

3rd person: Sapnap and Dream are best friends since they were little kids and promised each other they would stay together and stay with each other no matter what
The younger talked to the dirty blonde haired boy "Dream Let's make a promise." "Ok what's the promise?" The dirty blonde haired boy asked "swear we won't leave each other no matter what." Sapnap held out his pinkie towards Dream "swear." Dream took his pinkie with his smiling at the brunette boy

**years later the two are now moved in Sapnap is 22 and Dream is 24**

Sapnap POV: I decided to stream one day but this stream was different I did a face cam stream and played valorant on my Alr account and an hour into the stream chat was.....different. With comments like "you suck" "I can't believe you missed that it was so easy" "you're trash" "Sapnap is kinda fat ngl guys" "yea he's fat and can't even play a simple game right how sad" more hate and more hurtful comments came so I decided to end stream without warning tears starting to fall down my face, I ran to my bathroom looking at myself in the mirror my chats comments coming back to me I looked at my body and my face "maybe they are right I am getting fat." I wiped away my tears and decided id stop eating so much
3rd person: the brunette hair walked downstairs going into the living room Dream was in the kitchen he asks the brunette "hey Sap you hungry?" "No not really." He laughed a little trying not to cry again, he gets up a few minutes later walking to the bathroom looking at himself again up and down and starting looking for something sharp enough to harm him.. he found a blade in a drawer and started making lines with it all on his arms.. he cried from the pain and he washed the blade putting it back where he found it and put on a sweat shirt on to cover his arms.

(Listen to alien blues for this part I would suggest atleast)

This goes on for quite some time him and Dream argue because he notices Sapnap doesn't want to eat or even leave his room Sapnap hasn't eaten in a few months his arms , stomach and legs were covered with lines some were bleeding some weren't He was as thin almost past the normal skinny person was He was kinda hungry but refused to eat he had only been eating gum and water the entire time sometimes just a salad.

Sapnap POV:
Me and Dream had a heated argument I stormed into my room going in front of a mirror I have looking at my self and started repeating things chat and twitter had said in my head I started crying
shame Shame SHAME
I just repeated it over and over "shame Shame SHAME!.." I broke down into tears and couldn't handle it anymore I haven't streamed in a while or active on anything really, I had a roped tied to the ceiling and grabbed a chair I had a note left for Dream on my bed I went onto the chair where the tied rope was before I did anything I said my final words "thank you for everything Dream sorry I didn't live up to that promise." And kicked the chair away hanging myself..

3rd person:
Dream had been laying on his bed thinking "I should apologize to Sapnap I shouldn't have blown up at him like that" he thought as he got up and walked over to his best friends room "hey Sapnap I'm sorry...." He was stunned to see what he saw when he walked in tears formed in his eyes he cried.. he couldn't believe it he didn't want to believe it his best friend hanging right I front of him he fell to his knees screaming and crying he looked up and noticed a letter on the bed he opened it and read it "Hey dream if you're reading this then you probably seen my dead body. I just wanted to say sorry for everything, sorry for the arguments, sorry for refusing to eat, sorry for not talking with you, I'm sorry I broke our promise, just everything I'm sorry for it all but remember even though I'm dead I still love you and I'll watch over you I'm still here for you buddy I appreciated all our time together....
-love Pandas♡︎."

Dream POV: I broke down reading that letter screaming and crying all over again I called the ambulance and they came a few minutes later took him to the hospital he has dead and now I lived alone with patches. Not even a day without him and I missed him. I missed him so much I missed his laughing, his smiling, his stupidity, his dumb comments whenever I made a mistake everything I missed him..

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Author: 862 WORDS WOW I CRIED A LITTLE MAKING THIS HOPE YOU LIKE IT IF ANYONE EVER READS THIS