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Too Cute (Narry Storan)

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Niall's POV

How are you supposed to tell a person you love them? What's the best approach? I'm guessing once you get the courage to do it, it's easy, since its the person you love, right? What more could they do besides reject you? Well if it's your best friend, and you've known them for what seems like forever, and on top of all that you're GAY, I guess there's more to happen than a mere rejection. They could ignore you, never talk to you anymore, despise you, be disgusted in you, even hate you, and that's definitely not of the question in my case...

Do you see what I'm getting at? No? Let me explain then. You will be the first to know so brace yourself...

I am Niall Horan... And I'm in love with my best friend... Harry Styles.

There now you know. Hate me for it, be disgusted by it, but you know what? I don't care what anyone thinks. I've tried ignoring my feelings for him since the day we met, but nothing is going to stop my heart now. I've finally admitted to myself that I've fallen in love with him, and everything about him, those vibrant, green orbs, his luscious, silly hair, his soft, cream skin, everything down to the wire.

But most of all I love how he knows exactly what I need at any given moment. He can tell if I am hungry, and will bring me something to eat. If i am angry about something, he knows how to calm me down and handle the situation. And when he notices I'm feeling down, he gives me a laugh, so sometimes even a hug. He reads me so well, I couldn't ask for any better.

When his eyes lock with mine, I have to look away to keep from staring.

When he brushes up against me, I just about loose myself.

And when he flashes his famous cheeky smile, I find myself falling more and more in love with him every second.

A meek little voice inside keeps telling me, 'Niall, one day you will muster up the courage and you will tell him exactly what's going on in your head' but then a louder voice screams, 'No Niall what are you thinking?! Harry's not gay and he will never see you as more of a friend! Telling him you love him will just make him despise you! You'll ruin you're friendship, stupid!' and my emotions get all out of whack.

I don't know what to do with myself half of the time anymore! I have all of these feelings bubbling inside to come out, but it always gets to be to much and I get angry with myself. Angry because he'll never love me back in the way I love him. I know Harry loves me, but only as a friend.

I'm going to be forever stuck in love with my best mate- Harry Styles, and I'm loosing myself more and more every minute because of it...

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Okee dokee, so first of all I had no planning whatsoever for this story the idea just kinda came to me haha

Second of all, this is my first slash story so if its not good.. Please say something lol :D

And third, I'm not sure if I should continue it... If you guys like the idea vote and comment and we'll go from there!!!

Thanks guys byeeee :D xxx

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